Chapter 32
Kason
I had walked away and gotten some air along with some attention for my lip. I realized how shitty it was that I’d left Hanna like that, so the next morning I got dressed and decided to head over to talk to her. My parents still weren’t home. I figured that was probably for the best as I pushed out the front door.
The moment I hit Hanna’s porch, Stacey came darting out past me. She looked incredibly upset and like she had been crying, and she didn’t even say anything to me as she brushed by. My stomach sank at the thought that Hanna and Stacey had just fought, so I decided to avoid the house altogether and walk around. Hanna always sat on the porch when she needed to think, so I knew that was where she would be.
I came around the corner and saw her slowly rocking in the porch chair. The tears that streaked down her neck glistened in the summer sun. My heart ached for her, and I felt ashamed that I had left her just like everyone else had. She looked so lost and so empty. It hurt my heart that my spunky, charismatic Hanna was nowhere to be found. So, I decided to walk up to her and see if she’d let me sit down.
“This seat taken?” I asked.
“No,” she said.
I sat down and reached for her hand, and while she let me take it, she didn’t reciprocate the action. She simply continued to rock slowly back and forth with her legs curled up in the chair. I wasn’t sure what to do or where to go from here.
“Are you okay?” I asked.
“Not really.”
“I’m so sorry for how I acted. I should’ve never said that to you and I shouldn’t have left.”
She sighed. “It’s all right.”
“No, it’s not. Hanna, look at me,” I commanded. She slowly panned her gaze over to mine, and the hurt that was behind her eyes was enough to make me sick.
“Why was Stacey here?” I asked.
“She’s upset that I’m pregnant and complaining about it. She thinks I’m an attention whore.”
“That’s not true and you know it. I believe you when you tell me you didn’t mean for this to happen,” I said.
“Uh huh.”
“I’m serious. I believe you. I’m in your corner, Hanna.”
I scooted my chair closer to her and pulled the hair clip from her hair. I watched her hair tumble past her shoulders and catch the rays of the summer sun. Then I started to run my fingers through it. I watched her body slowly relax into my hand and her eyes flutter closed. All at once, I caught a glimpse of the vulnerable Hanna I’d gotten to know during my time at home. She was alone and fighting a battle she couldn’t win with her family, and she had no business doing it by herself.
“I’m not going anywhere, Hanna, and I need you to understand that. When we were negotiating this and I told you I couldn’t leave you if you got pregnant, I meant it.”
“I know.”
“I want to be around for you and this child. I want to help you out and be a father. I had an incredible role model for that growing up, and I know I’d be a damn fine one. I know you feel alone right now, but you’re not. Not while I’m here. Not ever again if you don’t want to be.”
“I know,” she whispered. She finally turned her hand over and entwined our fingers. I knew I had her attention. I knew she had heard the words come out of my mouth and was accepting all of it.
“Is there anything I can do?” I asked.
Her eyes scanned the horizon while the cogs of her mind began to turn. I was begging her to give me something to do. Anything to do. I could go track down her brother or stand up to her father. I could tell her mother to shut up or whisk her away with me. I could carry her upstairs and put her in a bath, or I could hold her hair back while she got sick.
But what she asked me for was something I wasn’t sure I could provide.
“Make me feel loved again, Kason,” she said.
Her head whipped around to me, and I saw that same look I’d seen so many times over the past few weeks. I saw that wanton look and watched her nipples pucker underneath the baggy shirt she was wearing. I saw her eyes rake over my body and felt her hand tighten around mine. I wasn’t sure I could give that to her. I wasn’t sure if this was the best time to give her that, so I hesitated.
“Hanna, don’t you think we should do something else? Go get you some food or take a little nap or something?”
“Please, Kason,” she begged. “I know, now more than ever, what my body wants and needs from me.”
I’d never been able to resist a begging Hanna, and as soon as the plea flew from her lips, I was done for. I nodded and urged her to get up. Then I picked her up in my arms. We walked into the house and found it completely empty, so I carried her up the stairs and into her room. She nuzzled her face into my neck, and her nose was sniffling with her tears. My heart broke for her while my pelvis churned for her body. I laid her slowly down on her bed and peeled back her layers until she was completely naked for me. Then I shed my layers for her while she lay spread out for me.
In a few months, her body was going to be round with my child. In a few months, her breasts would grow and her womanly scent would change. Her sex drive would peak and her nipples would grow into full-sized bites I’d never want to stop sucking on. My dick stood at attention for her while I crawled up her body, and the moment my lips connected with hers, I felt the electricity between the two of us shiver through my body.
“I missed you so much,” Hanna said into my mouth.
“Holy hell, I missed you, too.”
Our teeth clattered and my hands slipped around her. We couldn’t keep our mouths off each other. I nipped at her shoulders and her breasts, and she bit into my arms and my neck. Her moans and groans were better than anything I could’ve conjured in my mind, and when I buried my head between her legs, she wrapped her hands in my hair like the good little girl she was. She bucked and arched into me, desperate to get my tongue exactly where she wanted, and the moment my lips connected with her swollen clit, she was absolutely done for. She shook and trembled while her orgasm crashed over her and her juices slicked my face. She tasted like heaven and honey, and I knew in that very moment that I didn’t want to let her go.
I was in this for the long haul, and she was just going to have to deal with that.
I let her heave and pant in the sunlight streaming through her windows before I slowly gathered her up in my arms. I sat in a chair in the corner of her room, and she straddled my lap. When my dick slid effortlessly into her tight, swollen pussy, I knew this was where I wanted to be.
“Dear god, Hanna,” I said.
“You feel so good, Kason,” she whispered. Her lips peppered my neck and her body rolled into mine. Her tits brushed my chest while I marked her body for the world to see. Her arms brought me closer than I’d ever felt before. I ran the palms of my hands up her back and cloaked her body with my arms. She was soft to the touch and warm with desperation. When her rolling became bounces on my hips, I knew she was getting close.
“Kason. Please,” she said through whimpers.
I braced myself against the chair and started meeting her thrusts. I pumped my hips up while her tits flailed in my face. When I caught one of her nipples, her head lobbed back. I grabbed her plump little ass and thought about how it would grow for me in the months to come. She squealed in delight when I got up and barreled her back onto the wall. I captured her lips in a hot, needy kiss. Then I wrapped my arms beneath the crooks of her legs.
“Kason,” she said.
I folded her legs up and braced my hands against the wall until I knew she couldn’t move. Her entire pussy was bared to me and her juices dripped down my balls. All she could do was moan in ecstasy while I pumped my hips into her body. I could hear the wet slapping sounds of our skin together, and her jaw unhinged in glorious pleasure. When my balls pulled up into my body, I knew this was it.
I knew I wouldn’t have another woman as long as I lived so long as I could have Hanna. She was pinned to the wall with her knees to her chest, and when her pussy began to flutter around my dick and her eyes rolled into the back of her head, I bit my teeth down on her breast and groaned.
“Hanna. Oh, Hanna. You’re so incredible.”
Her pleasure was silent while her body shook against the wall. When I was done pumping myself into her, I slowly slid us to the floor. Our juices dripped onto the carpet of her bedroom and my dick was still sheathed within her warmth, but when I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close, she buried her panting face into my neck.
“I’m not going anywhere,” I whispered in her ear. “I’m on your side, Hanna.”
“Please don’t leave me,” she said. She was still trembling in my arms, so I stayed kneeling on the ground, holding her until she finally came down from her high. I ran my fingers through her hair and held her close to my body. When she finally moved and I slid out from between her legs, I helped her steady herself on her feet.
“I’m not. I’m not going anywhere. How are you feeling?” I asked.
She smirked. “So much better.”
“So, here’s the plan,” I said. “I came into town to tell you I have your internship ready for you. We were going to fly out on Monday and you would start as soon as we landed. That offer is on the table, now more than ever, if you want it.”
“You…want to fly out Monday?” she asked.
“Yes. We can leave then if you’d like. I’ve prepared a room in my house for you to stay in until campus opens, but if you want to do your classes online, you can just stay in my home. I meant it when I told you I wasn’t going anywhere. Your desk is right outside my office door, so I’ll be right there if you need me for anything.”
“Kason,” she said, “that—”
“Come with me, Hanna. We’ll pack up your stuff, or you can leave it here and we’ll get you new stuff,” I said.
“I... Monday?” she asked.
“Or tomorrow. Or a week from tomorrow. Or a week from Monday. I don’t care. Just come with me, Hanna. Come live with me, come work for me, and come finish your degree.”
“I don’t want to be a burden on you, Kason.”
“That is the last thing you could ever be to me, Hanna,” I said.
“I never meant for this to happen, I swear it,” she said.
“I know.”
Finally, she nodded. A smile crossed her lips, and I couldn’t help but pull those plump beauties into mine for a kiss.
“Monday it is,” I murmured.
We cleaned ourselves up and I strode back over to my house. I still had to fill my parents in on what was going on, and in the meantime, I needed to talk to her parents about the plans we’d just made. They needed to understand that she was pregnant with my child and that I held a certain amount of weight in their conversations now. If Hanna wanted to come with me, then that was what was happening. No amount of respect I had for their family would keep me from taking care of the woman carrying my child.
But I owed Marcus more than that, so when I got home and realized my parents still weren’t back, I tried calling him.
I called and I called and I called, and he simply shot me to voicemail every single time. He was screening my calls, and while I couldn’t blame him, he was also being very childish about this. I needed to talk to him as a man, not as a friend, and he couldn’t even be bothered to pick up his phone and have an adult conversation. I was experiencing my best friend’s deepest downfall as a human being, and it was making me very upset.
But, at the same time, I didn’t really know what to do.
So, I sat and I waited. My parents would be home eventually, and after my mother’s jovial surprise regarding my presence, the three of us had to have a very serious conversation about what was going on and what that meant for both of our families.
And, hopefully, Marcus would eventually return my calls.