Chapter Four
Her life was almost perfect. Twice more she had been called to a meeting since the initial introduction to the love room at their home. Derek was in town now with some frequency and it was when they would call on her, but only when they were together.
She glanced down at the streets below her apartment wondering who she even was anymore. Gone was the sad virgin who was afraid to be touched by a hot man. Now she was her own woman, and she loved the power she had when she was with them. It filled her with a new sense of accomplishment and in many ways… love. There was nothing she wanted for sexually, together they both met any and every need she could conjure up. Anything she was curious about they would show her and she loved them for it.
As time went on she found herself content, but then it may have been simply because they seemed to have time for her and only her. There was an unspoken understanding between them, and yet when Blake brought around a beautiful and exotic woman to meet her one afternoon, she felt the sting of it in her face.
She did her best to hide her true feelings about it, but as he walked away, he let his eyes linger on her a moment longer than usual, and she knew that he knew she was upset about it. There was a message sent to her a short time later that requested her presence and this time she turned it down. She wouldn’t be some play thing for them any longer, she was her own independent woman now. She instead went home to her apartment and settled in for a long weekend.
Looking at her reflection, she noticed the subtle changes in her appearance. There was a glow about her that was obviously due to being well loved, and cared for. She was finally in a happy place and she refused to allow anything to mess that up for her, even if it meant having to let them both go. She was lying on the couch still thinking about her new life when the knock came on the door. She tensed up, knowing it was likely Blake, coming to question her behavior. She pulled open the door surprised to see Derek there instead.
His eyes roamed over her and he cursed under his breath slightly. “How do you do that Lila?”
She frowned at him. “How do I do what?” She crossed her arms over her chest.
He walked into the room, kicking her door shut behind him. “Managed to look so damn sexy, even in sweats and a ponytail. You drive me crazy.”
She swallowed hard, giving him a half smile. “Did he send you?”
He sighed loudly, running a hand through his hair. “Yes, he said something was wrong, wanted me to come because I am the dark and mysterious one.” He gave her a half smile, which was very much over exaggerated.
“He brought a woman around today.” She barely got the words out and she felt her bottom lip tremble.
“A woman?” Derek frowned.
“I know I have no rights to anything, whatever we have is… fun I guess?... but it hurt nonetheless to be introduced to her the way I was.”
“Fun? I’d say it’s much more than just fun. As for another woman, I have no idea what that’s about, but I’ll find out.” He stood then, dialing a call and leaving her to go back to folding her laundry.
He walked up behind her and she could feel the heat coming off of him from where she stood. She wanted him, just him. It was almost like a punishment to not include Blake somehow. He turned her around his mouth finding hers in a kiss that was almost painful. Derek was the more aggressive one, and it was just what she needed right now.
She stood before him, her eyes glazed over in her excited state. Derek never said a word as he led her up the stairs and to her shower. He pulled her into the shower with him and soon she found herself being bathed with a loving hand, scrubbing her body until it was glistening.
“Lila, you’re a beautiful woman, I don’t remember a time when I wanted someone more than I want you.”
“I don’t understand… “He cut her off.
“You don’t have to understand Lila, just follow three easy rules. Trust me, do as I tell you and Feel everything. It's then that you will understand.”
He finished bathing her and pulled her to her bed that filled up the room. She was angry and excited, but most importantly, she needed him, needed his touch. She wanted answers but the not knowing made her want Derek that much more. She watched him, moving slowly, undressing and she could practically see the gears in his mind turning. She wasn’t sure what he had in store for her and yet all that she cared about was knowing that she would give him anything he wanted.
“Get on the bed and lay there, on your back. Hold yourself open to me. I want to see you.” He watched her as she did it.
Lila was surprised, she felt some small concern over what Blake would say if he found out, but it was soon tamped down by the intensity in which Derek looked at her.
She could see his face as he watched her and she took great care to move slowly and run her fingers down over her body as she moved. She wanted to do as he asked, she felt an overwhelming desire to please him in all things, more than anything else. It was new to her, touching herself in this way. She had them to touch her, to give to her.
“Touch yourself Lila, I want to watch you please yourself before we do anything else.”
He sat in a chair beside her bed and she did just as he asked her to do. She moved her fingers over herself testing and teasing, enjoying the wet heat of herself for the first time, even in her dreams she had never imagined this. She remembered how they touched her and she used that to rub and slide into her wet walls. She also took pleasure in knowing that he would love seeing the effect he was having on her. She loved knowing that telling her what to do was more than just a minor turn on. She rubbed harder and faster as she moved closer to orgasm, her fingers now making fast flicking over her hardened nub. She quickly found a system that worked for her, and the wet mess she was making on the bed was almost too much. Start slowly, slipping and gliding and increase the tempo as she went. She found that she loved to go in with at least two if not three fingers, doing her best to stretch herself to her limits.
“We are going to do something new. You are not allowed to cum, at least not until I tell you to Lila do you understand?” She felt herself respond shaking her head yes to him. He was in control of her, of everything and she was merely a tool for him to use for his own pleasure.
He stood moving closer to watch her as she slid her fingers deeper and deeper inside. She whimpered from the ache that she created until suddenly he was there, moving with her fingers, working their hands together in the wet hot mess together to find that special rhythm. He was fingering her wildly now, filing her with four fingers and stretching her wider than she imagined she could do. She was still sore from their last encounter, but the tenderness was nothing in comparison to the wonderful ache he was creating inside her now. She loved helping him, gyrating against their hands wand pushing on towards release. As he worked her with his hands, suddenly she felt the softness of his tongue on her there. It was almost too much. She moved her hands back and gave him access to her and he grabbed her lifting her up, until he was diving into her head on. There was nothing gentle about Derek, he used his mouth on her almost angrily. He sucked on her and licked her in every possible direction. Treating her tiny nub like a nipple that he wanted hard and erect for him. He focused on her there, swirling around it and sucking on it, all the while he was three fingers deep into her. She was moving now, bucking and grinding into his face with wild abandon. Nothing else mattered but finding release and doing it just for him, knowing Blake would feel something about it made her want it even more. She knew time was too short, she needed it right now, more than she had ever needed to climb that plateau before. Suddenly he stopped.
“No Lila, you’re not allowed… not yet?” She frowned at him and whimpered. She was so close she needed it. She whispered “Please” and he moved in front of her quickly
“I told you no Lila, you have to be punished. Rules are rules and they are very important Lila.”
He stood and pushed her legs back together, almost forcefully and pulled her upright. Her hair was a mess around her shoulders and her chest was heaving, the look in her eyes almost ready to strike out at someone… anyone for that matter. She needed it more than she had ever wanted anything else, and he had told her not yet. She kept her head down, not making eye contact. She would do as he asked even though it was painful, but she needed no further promise of punishment. She had seen the room, and the riding crops found there. She knew Derek was a fan of those, and she was not ready for that yet. This was a world unfamiliar to her, something new and dangerous, but she loved it. He had found a part of her no one else could touch. She trembled and held her breath in anticipation waiting for his next move.
He moved over the side of the room to her desk and told her to come over to him, of course she did as he asked. Her body was aching and she could feel her own wetness as it ran down her leg slightly. She would have done anything he asked if it meant letting her find release. At the desk He pulled her to him kissing her deeply, sucking on her tongue as he forcefully bent her over the rough wood. She welcomed the coolness of the wood on her chest. Her fat hard nipples now enjoying the friction of the wood as he moved her until she was right where he wanted her to be. She felt him slip a finger into her, but only for a moment. He focused his attention on moving her wetness to her other entry and she knew he was preparing her for something new, something she was terrified to explore. He moved his finger around her tight back opening. She could feel him rubbing gently probing a little at a time, moving her wetness over the area. She tried to allow herself to relax. This was new for her and she really didn’t know what to expect, but she would try… for him.
He felt her resistance and knowing this was a first for her, he felt himself get even harder. He would be the first in this area too and she knew he took great pleasure in that.
“I won’t hurt you Lila, I promise if you trust me we can both enjoy it.”
Lila could feel her legs starting to tremble even more. He continued to lubricate her and slip a finger in deeper and deeper until she was stretched. He guided his throbbing member into the opening and pushed gently, feeling her stretch even more to accommodate him. She inhaled sharply. It was too much, and she was scared more than she realized she could be. Her body was no longer hers, it hadn’t been in a long time. In this moment, however she really had to give over to Derek and trust him with her everything. She had given over to the desire that swept through her and carried her to new places, and new heights with or without Blake.
“You know Lila, this is the first time in a long time for me too, having a woman like this. I knew you would let me do anything I wanted to, Lila, and it is good so good, you are perfectly shaped for me.”
She felt his hand on her throbbing button again, rubbing her, exciting her. She forgot about her fears as he rubbed harder and harder, the glistening nub throbbing even more now if that were possible. He slowly pushed into her more. She felt him fill her up. She was in the most intimate position she'd ever been in. Her body was stretched out in a new way and she slowed her breathing down to enjoy the feel of him there. She heard his labored breathing and she knew he wanted it… he needed it. He pulled out slightly and pushed back into her, slowly and deftly. He did it repeatedly until he was pumping into her over and over. He was slow at first, just making long strokes into her. She was moaning loudly now the increase in the strong sensations there were overwhelming and good. He increased his strokes until he was pumping into her with abandon, she couldn’t stop her cries and he grabbed a fistful of hair riding her hard. Pain mixed with pleasure and she had never felt anything like this before with them, it was all new and almost simply too much. She could feel him getting closer and closer to climax as his body shuddered over and over again, and it excited her more.
“That’s it Lila, … that’s it baby move against me, back into me.” He worked her, giving and taking with her as he went, pushing her to take even more in.
Lila moaned his name and bucked wildly on him wanting and needing it hard and deep. She was lost in a swirling haze as she finally made the climb.
She orgasmed with such force it created a lasting effect throughout her entire body, wracking her entire length from head to toe twice. She felt it in every part of her and loved it. She loved the way he used her and took great pleasure in his moans, groans and cries as he pulled out and spilled himself over her massive tits. It took more than a few moments for her to be able to move again. Her body was changed now forever. He was massive in size and he gingerly withdrew and moving to clean himself up, and as usual he made sure to serve her as well, cleaning her up anywhere she may need him to. She waited until he motioned for her to get up as well and she moved to the bathroom to take another quick shower.
She felt him there behind her soaping her up once more, this time the pressured of his body was different, less sexual. She let him wash her and he kissed her gently, almost lovingly. She knew she would have to ask him, but she didn’t want to.
“What will; Blake say Derek… about this?” She paused and then went back to getting dressed.
“He won’t say anything. We are fine to do whatever we want at any time. There is so much I want to share with you, but I will wait until tonight.” He stood to go, leaving her even more confused.
“Tonight, what’s happening tonight?”
“Come to the house. We need to talk.”
She sighed, knowing she was weak where Blake was concerned. “OK fine, but dinner that’s it.”
She watched him leave, only then realizing what kind of pain she was in thanks to him. Even the pain was exquisite and would make her think of him often.