I knocked on the hotel door.
To say I was nervous the entire flight to Ohio would have been an understatement. I told my parents that I was going to check out a few colleges with some friends. Normally they would have put up an argument, but I think they were relieved that I would be out of the house for a few days. Away from all the chaos with my mom’s cancer and Lucas being a father now. It took me a few weeks to convince Jacob to let me come visit him. He had been acting a little strange after he got back to Ohio from spring break at Alex’s. He told me he was just tired and overwhelmed from his last semester in college and preparing to take the LSAT for law school.
“Surprise!” I enthusiastically shouted.
“Hey, Kid,” he answered the door with a huge smile on his face and I jumped into his arms. He picked me up off the ground and I wrapped my legs around his waist.
“How did you get here? I was just about to come pick you up. I thought your flight was landing in thirty minutes.”
“I missed you, I wanted to surprise you,” I said into the nook of his neck. “I’m so happy to see you.”
“Me too, sweet girl, me too.” He kissed the top of my head and then placed me back on the ground. “How was your flight?”
“Uneventful,” I replied as he took my bag and guitar from the doorway to set it on the king size bed.
“One bed?” I arched an eyebrow, giving him a smug smile.
He chuckled. “Did you want me to get two?” he implied with the same cocky smile.
I jumped onto the left side of the bed, laying my face on the pillow. “I sleep on this side.”
“What if I wanted that side?”
I grinned. “Then I can sleep on you.”
“I’ve shared a bed with you before, Kid. I’m pretty sure you’ll sleep on me regardless.”
I laughed. I had slept with him, Lucas, and the other boys several times. Our families were all friends since before we were even born. I grew up with all of them, taking vacations together every summer and endless amounts of sleepovers. It was never sexual, but I knew this time with Jacob it would be different.
Much different.
He placed his hands in his pockets with a look on his face that I couldn’t place.
“Now what?” I questioned, turning over to lean on the headboard. “What sorts of fun stuff do you have planned for us?”
“First, I thought I would show you around Columbus.”
“And then what?”
“I would feed you. Maybe if you’re a good girl I’ll even take you to a movie,” he smirked.
“Like on a date? Or did we skip that whole step and moved right onto being boyfriend and girlfriend?” I asked as my heart beat out of my chest, needing to know the answer.
It’s the only thing I thought about on the flight here, well not the only thing. I was sixteen and most of my friends weren’t even virgins anymore, they had all experienced something. I had been kissed, twice, both times by Jacob, I don’t know how any of this stuff worked, but I knew in my heart that I wanted it to be Jacob.
I always had.
He wouldn’t have let me come visit if he didn’t want me, right? Especially since we were sharing a bed…
“How about we take one step at a time? Huh? You’re here, I’m here. Let’s go with it.”
I bit my lip, not exactly the words I wanted to hear, but not entirely awful either. I guess I could take that.
“Okay.”
He reached out his hand for me and I quickly took it. We left the hotel and went to our first destination, The Jack Hanna Zoo and Aquarium. He held my hand the entire time, guiding me through the zoo and all the animals with our private behind the scenes tour. Jacob knew I loved animals, it didn’t matter what kind it was, if it was furry, I loved it.
“Awe! Look at the babies. I want to take one home,” I said, looking inside the lion cub cages.
“Do you want to hold one?”
I immediately looked at him with a bemused expression on my face.
“I take that as a yes,” he chuckled, nodding behind me. A man appeared out of nowhere opening the gates for us to follow. We had to stay toward the back until he brought one of the cubs over to us.
“This is Yoshi, he’s six months old,” the trainer informed us, setting him down on the ground. I crouched down to pet him and he wouldn’t stop licking my hand.
“Yoshi loves the ladies,” he added, making me laugh.
Jacob took some pictures of us. I was sad to leave Yoshi, but we needed to move on. The next room we walked into had a huge circular aquarium placed dead center.
“Wow,” I sighed, letting go of Jacob’s hand and walking around in complete amazement of all the colors represented by all the different fish and sea life. “I can’t believe there are that many fish! You don’t see this in the ocean at Oak Island.”
“That you don’t. Just a bunch of fucking sharks.”
“Oh, I love this one!”
He looked at the chart. “That’s a Clarion Angelfish.”
“I love this one, too!”
“That’s a Koi.”
“What about that one?”
“A Regal Tang.”
I pointed to hundreds and he named off each and every one.
“You know what’s missing?” I asked, glancing at him.
“Hmm?”
“Lobsters.”
He laughed at me.
“I’m serious. Look at this thing.” I pointed at it. “There’s a castle, a pirate ship, bright blue gravel, all the tropical plants, and all these beautiful fish. Where are the lobsters?”
He shrugged in a typical guy way, finding my banter amusing.
“One day I’m going to have a fish tank just like this, but mine is going to have lobsters, so it will kick this fish tank’s ass.”
“Sounds like a plan.”
“A great plan.”
He took me to Jeni’s Ice Cream, which I guess was a pretty big deal in Columbus. When we walked in I understood why. My family was known to have a sweet tooth. It was actually a running joke that we could probably live off sweets if needed. This place had every flavor of ice cream under the sun available.
Jacob asked the lady behind the counter if there was an option where I could choose all the flavors I wanted. She said they didn’t, but he used his powers of persuasion. By that I mean he smiled and said, “Please.”
“Only for you. Don’t tell anyone, though,” she flirted.
“It’s our little secret,” I chimed in, grinning at Jacob.
“You have a really awesome big brother. I wish mine was like him.”
I stopped grinning and Jacob pursed his lips. The atmosphere between us immediately changed. I feared what was going on in his head. I didn’t think I looked that young. I bit my lip, his insecurity about us radiating off of him, and I hated that there was a sudden shift in our easygoing relationship.
I smirked, cocking my head to the side. “Awe, old man, she thinks you’re my big brother, ain't that cute.” I looked around the parlor and leaned on the counter. “Just so we’re clear… he’s actually my sugar daddy.” I winked.
Jacob busted out laughing. I literally thought he was going to piss himself from my smart-ass response. The lady turned bright red. I ignored both their reactions and started to pick out all the flavors I wanted to eat.
Adding a few more just because she was a twat.
That was definitely one of the things I loved the most about Lily, she could take any situation and turn it into a positive one that usually left you laughing your ass off. The closer we got to heading back to the hotel the more anxious I became. I didn’t know if she had certain expectations because of our sleeping arrangements. All I wanted was to hold her while we slept, that’s the only reason I got a king size bed, but if there was one thing I knew about Lily, whatever she wanted or set her mind to, she fucking got.
I had lived in Ohio for four years and this was the first time I was doing any of the tourist shit, but it made her happy and that’s all that mattered. I took her to a few more places that I knew she would love and then to my favorite spot for dinner. When I handed her my phone to pick out a movie, she said she wanted to rent one in our room instead. Stating that it was one of the best parts of staying in a hotel in the first place. I went with her request because fuck…
What other choice did I have?
We walked into the room and she said she needed to shower. It didn’t take long for her to appear in the smallest towel invented by man.
All that ran through my head was that I was fucked.
“I feel so much better,” she stated, laughing and sitting on the edge of the bed. Completely aware of the reaction she evoked in me by sitting in nothing but a towel with wet hair cascading down her face and her skin flushed, still slightly wet. She nodded in a seductive yet shy way that I had never seen before.
Fuck me.
I had to get the fuck out of there before my cock started to have a mind of its own.
I turned on the shower. Hoping like hell the cold water would drown out the thoughts that were occurring in my head… both goddamn heads. Visions of Lily bent over the bed and me slamming into her, Lily on the dresser and me on my knees, devouring her pussy, Lily riding my cock while I watched her tits bounce as I gripped her thighs so fucking hard, wanting to mark her. It was one right after the other, relentless and tempting, the sin of it all making it more addicting and maddening like the forbidden fruit she was. I was under the shower in three seconds flat, wanting to wash away the images of Lily, of us.
My. Best. Friend’s. Baby. Sister.
Looking so damn innocent. Knowing that she had never been touched before was way too much for my rigid cock that wanted nothing more than to sink into her sweet, tight virgin pussy.
Taking what I so desperately wanted to be mine.
I leaned my arm against the wall, my face resting against it with cold water running down my head and my entire body. I closed my eyes and my hand found my throbbing hard cock within seconds. I needed some release, but I couldn’t go there with Lily yet, so I did the only thing I could.
I stroked myself picturing nothing but images of…
The way I would make her moan.
The way I would make her pant.
The way I would make her beg me to let her come.
I hit my head against the tile. “What the fuck am I doing?” I pleaded in agony.
I pictured her back arching and her nipples puckering when I licked and sucked them into my mouth. The sounds that would escape her tiny, breathless lips the closer I allowed her to get to her release. The way I would make her come and scream out my goddamn name over and over again until I was burned into her skin and she would only ever remember me.
Mine.
I pumped harder and faster, my hips moving in the opposite direction of my hand, imagining it was her pussy pulsating and tightening around my shaft to the brink of agony.
“Christ…” I groaned out a little too loudly on the edge of coming but not quite there. “Lily,” I growled, hearing someone faintly gasp.
Lily.
I turned my head to the side, opening my eyes to find her watching me by the door, both of us wearing the same hooded gaze. Her chest was rising and falling with each pump of my hand stroking my cock, and I would be lying if I said it didn’t turn me the fuck on.
My dick was getting harder to the point of pain.
“Say it,” I ordered in a husky tone.
“What?” she panted, taking in the sight of me jacking off in front of her.
“Say my goddamn name.”
Her eyes widened and her breathing hitched. “Jacob.”
I came so fucking hard that I saw stars as my entire body shook with the most intense orgasm I had ever experienced. She licked her lips and then bit her bottom one and for the millionth time I found myself wanting to bite it for her. I stepped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around my waist not bothering to dry myself. Avoiding the mirror like it was the goddamn plague. The shame overtaking me in ways I never thought possible. I took a deep, long breath and whispered, “Lillian—”
And she took off running.