ADORE
Holy hotness.
For as awkward as things were when we began, I feel a connection to Kellan that I've never felt with any other man. He's dominant and sexy, and in his arms, I can practically forget that we're in a room with two other couples and that there are God knows how many people watching us through the glass.
Even that turns me on to some degree, knowing I'm about to take down this Adonis in front of so many other women who would probably claw my eyes out to be with him. I've never seen so many perfectly proportioned muscles on a man before. He's the personification of tall, dark and handsome. And he's mine. All mine, if only for tonight.
I try not to think about the only for tonight part, because if I do, doubt will seep into my heart. I'll turn on myself like I did when I almost had the one-night stand. I'll start to feel that this is immoral and wrong.
Gazing up into Kellan's dark chocolate eyes, nothing about this feels wrong. It's like the heaviest fever dream come to life. And I'm swept away in the fantasy, my body moving on autopilot from all the passion and desire I feel inside.
I need more of him. As much as I can possibly get from the time we're together.
When he emerges from between my legs, I sit up and kiss him, tasting myself on his lips. I can't believe I've already climaxed twice and we haven't even had sex yet. This guy is a master of foreplay, that's for sure.
I unbutton his pants, desperate to see what's hiding beneath them. Just from fondling him, I could tell that it's big. This is probably going to hurt, but I don't even care anymore. All I want is to feel him inside of me.
I pull his slacks and boxer briefs down, and a monster springs out to greet me. “Oh my,” I say as I stare at his hard veiny length, my cheeks turning pink. My mouth salivates, but I'm too embarrassed to blow him in public with my complete lack of skills.
I stroke him from root to tip, cupping his ruddy balls and feeling their weight. His helmet is glistening with pre-seed, and as I squeeze him, a bead leaks from his slit and drips down the side.
Kellan hisses, his eyes rolling into the back of his head from my touch. “See what you do to me?”
“I can't believe I'm about to have this big, dirty thing inside of me,” I say in my most seductive voice.
“Oh, there's nothing dirty about me, love. I'm a doctor,” he informs me.
“A doctor? Wow. Impressive.” I really am impressed. I bet his patients call him Doctor Sexy behind his back. Or Doctor Stud Muffin. Or some variation of the sort. I draw closer and whisper into his ear, “Maybe that's why you know so much about female anatomy.”
“I'm about to give you a sex ed lesson you'll never forget.” He gazes down at me with those intense eyes of his. “But first I need to know if you're really a virgin.”
My entire body tenses and there's a tug at my heart from the realization that he's seen me as a pretender this entire time. I suppose I can't blame him, though, when I came onto him so strongly after those first few kisses. I probably look like I'm practically begging for it. And to some degree, I am.
“It wasn't a lie,” I mumble, avoiding his gaze.
He looks at me questioningly but says nothing as he takes me in his arms again, pulling me close and giving me a sweet kiss on the lips. “I'll be gentle.”
“Don't be gentle.” I rest my forehead against his, embarrassed by my request. “I want to feel what it's like to be with you. The real you.”
“What if the real me is gentle?” He cups my chin, forcing me to gaze into his eyes. His hot breath wafts across my face. His lips are calling to me.
I don't respond, I just lean in for another taste of him. He doesn't deny me the pleasure of his kiss, his mouth moving on top of mine, his tongue exploring.
“I'm so hot right now,” I moan against his lips. His cock throbs in my hand, only turning me on more. To think that this incredibly sexy man is rock hard just for me is so empowering.
“Are you?” He slips a hand between my legs, his index finger vibrating over my clit as I jack him off. It feels like he grows bigger with every stroke, his shaft so thick that my fingers can't reach all the way around it.
“I'm going to come,” I warn, feeling on the edge.
Kellan immediately pulls his hand away. “Not this time. Not like this,” he tells me as he lifts me like a rag doll and lies me on my back on the bed.
I spread my legs for him, my heart racing as I watch him grab the base of his shaft and start to guide himself forward. He's going in bare, which is super hot. Maybe that's also why he mentioned he was clean, because he was planning this.
I bite my bottom lip as he pushes into me, the spreading sensation far more intense than I could have imagined. I keep my eyes glued to our joined parts, watching him slowly sink into me.
He places my left leg on his shoulder, easing in until he's balls deep. The searing sensation of losing my virginity is immediately replaced by unparallelled pleasure as he begins to buck his hips. Had I known that sex would feel this good, I would have tossed my V card to the wind a long time ago. Though I have a feeling it wouldn't have been this amazing with someone else. There's something about Kellan, an intoxicating presence that makes everything ten times better.
Everything around me disappears besides the spot between my legs. Every buck of his hips brings me closer to paradise. I press my fingers against my clit, giving my body the last push to reach heaven.
“Oh fuck, you're going to make me come.” Kellan looks away as if just seeing me orgasm is going to drive him to climax.
“Don't stop, baby.” I wiggle my hips, moving my body as best I can to bounce on his cock.
“I won't be able to stop myself,” he warns. “If I keep going, I'm going to fill your virgin pussy with my cream.”
It's the hottest warning I've ever received, and though I know what the consequences might be, I can't deny myself the experience. “Fuck me until you don't have a drop left.” I lock eyes with him, challenging him.
An animalistic growl leaves Kellan's throat. He wraps his arms around my leg and starts pistoning into me rapidly. Each thrust drives his swollen cock head over my g-spot. I go blind from the pleasure of it, so lost in what my body is feeling that I barely have time to process what's happening when he slams into me with a grunt.
His cock swells over and over again, filling me. The subtle stretching sensation has me firing off. We're coming together, and it's the most amazing thing I've ever felt in my entire life.
“Oh, God. Oh, Kellan.” I fight to take all of him into me, my cunt clenching around him to milk his throbbing heat. He moans loudly, his head tilted back, his delicious Adam's apple exposed.
We stay locked together for several minutes, his cock spurting. Spurting. Filling my cunt with his baby batter.
What we did tonight was taboo on so many levels. I could probably win an award for kinkiest first time.
A contented giggle leaves my lips as I think about it all. But then Kellan pulls away from me, taking pieces of my confidence and happiness with him.
I watch him walk over to a table against the wall and grab a towel, wiping his dick off and then returning to me to clean the wetness between my legs. He doesn't make eye contact, and that hurts way more than I thought it would.
The realization hits me like a ton of bricks that this was all just a game to him. Come to the club. Find a bitch to screw. I'm nothing to him. Nothing at all.
I chew my bottom lip, trying to keep my overwhelming emotions at bay. As quickly as the euphoria of our coupling came, it fades. And while I don't regret what we just did, I feel empty inside. Tears prick at my eyes despite my best efforts to hold them back.
Kellan lets out a sigh and smiles down at me, though his expression changes the second he sees I'm upset. He's sitting beside me in an instant, wrapping a powerful arm around my shoulder. “What's wrong, angel?”
“Nothing.” I shake my head, trying not to seem weak.
“Hey.” He cups my chin, forcing me to look at him. “How about we get out of here and go back to my place? I know this was an intense experience for you. And to be honest, I'm tired of sharing you with everyone else. I want you alone, so I can get to know you better. Because I don't want this to just be tonight.”
And like that, everything is better.