CHAPTER 11
Declan
I knew that it was moving fast with Madeline. I knew that I was letting it even though I might freeze up at any given time, but I was so damn attracted to her. We met at the gym as often as we could with our weird hours and spent a lot of time at my house for privacy, where we experimented more each time we were together. I bought her toys online, having them delivered to my house and surprising her.
Madeline was shy about it, but she couldn’t help but to give in to me. She was as attracted to me as I was her and likely just as addicted to the orgasms. I loved watching her come for me. If she wasn’t in my bed, we were on the phone listening to each other as we got off.
This was more intense than any relationship that I’d ever been in and it scared me. It was like a fire that was burning down a forest rather than just warming up some people camping, and I was ready to burn alive.
We’d had dinner down the street from the hospital and both driven to my house one night. There was a small group of staff that got off at the same time and we all went together, so nobody seemed to realize that we were together as more than the group. We worked hard to hide it at the hospital, so she would be protected from the nasty rumor mill. I didn’t care of people spoke of me in the halls, but Madeline was a nice girl. She deserved better than that.
We met at my house and had a couple more drinks together on the couch watching a movie. We didn’t drink at the restaurant given that we both had to drive, and nobody was the wiser when we left separately, and I was going to make up for not being able to touch her that entire time.
I kissed her after I finished my drink, feeling well buzzed. I pushed her down on the couch and she wrapped her legs around me as our tongues danced together. She was so sweet, and I moaned as she rubbed against my cock through our scrubs. I reached down to lift her top off and she arched her back, so I could rip it off her as we parted for a moment. I removed her tank top and unhooked her bra before lowering myself to her lips again with a tender kiss. There was something different in the air between us tonight, something more than the alcohol. I kissed her breathless before moving to her jaw and then her neck. Madeline arched her back as I sucked a nipple into my mouth and cried out my name.
I slipped a hand between her legs and stroked her slowly over the material, able to feel her heat through the clothes. She was wet, and I bit down as I stroked harder, feeling her jerk under me in pleasure. I moved up and slipped my hand down her pants and into her underwear, finding her soaking for me. Madeline moaned as I sucked her other nipple and teased her clit slowly, building her up to an orgasm before I stripped her and buried my mouth against her pussy. My cock was aching, but Madeline always relieved me in some way or another, so I wasn’t worried. I made her come again for me and she ripped at my hair as she sucked in deep breaths. “Do you have any condoms?” Madeline asked as I stilled before her, staring at her face in the light of the TV.
“Are you ready for that?” I asked her as she smiled nervously.
“I want you with everything I have inside, Dec. I have since the day we kissed but I am so tired of fighting it.” I saw the hunger in her eyes and pushed myself from the couch with a renewed vigor. “I have some in the bedroom. Come with me.” We made our way up the stairs and into my room, her naked and me still dressed in my scrubs as I clung tightly to her hand.
This was me moving on from my wife. This was something with real feelings and sex that wasn’t a one-time thing and it scared me as I walked through the door and turned to look down at Madeline. She looked beautiful as she stared up at me before pulling herself up to my mouth, still covered with her juices. I walked us back to the bed and she stripped off my clothes before kissing my chest, sucking my nipples between her teeth as I cupped her head. Her hand traveled down my pants to cup my cock as she tightened her grip.
I tolerated it for as long as I could before I ripped down the scrubs and kissed her hungrily. I needed to get inside of Madeline and we fell back on the bed together locked in a deep kiss. I rolled us over to reach the drawer where the condoms were, thankful that I got a box when we first started seeing each other. This was bound to happen, and I wanted to be prepared. We were too hot together.
I found a strip and dropped it beside me as her slick heat pressed against me. Madeline kissed up my neck and I stared at her as she pulled away to meet my eyes. “May I?”
I nodded, and she pulled one from the strip and ripped it open, slowly rolling it over my cock. It was torture knowing what was going to happen and I stared quietly at her as she finished and bit her lip in thought. Madeline smiled and tossed her hair over her shoulder before climbing back over me. I sucked in my breath as she lifted her body, sliding down over me slowly as I filled her tight entrance. Jesus. She felt amazing. I let her rock on her own for a few times, finding the proper rhythm before I joined her, burying my cock all the way inside of her as she whimpered. We moved together fluidly, and I knew that this wasn’t the first time we’d do this. I already wanted more. I made her come again on top of me and then moved her to her back and lifted her feet to my shoulders.
I drove myself inside of her, memorizing the way her heat felt wrapped so tight around me. I knew that I was spreading her open in a way that no man had ever done before. She’d never forget this, and I took her again as she cried out, watching as her tits rocked with her body. I knew that there was something special in this as well, but that part of my mind shut down and I pushed the thought away, focused on my own release. I pumped a few more times into Madeline before I jerked, coming deep inside. I dropped over her, breathing deeply as I buried my face into her neck. I didn’t want to see her eyes.
I rolled away after a moment and closed my eyes as I felt my body continue to tingle. “Are you okay?” I asked her, finally looking at her. I hadn’t exactly been gentle, but she took care of the hard part before she came, judging on the way that she begged me for more once I rolled her to her back.
“Yeah. That was incredible, Dec. I am glad that it was with you.” Madeline reached for my hand and I smiled as she slipped her fingers in between mine before closing her eyes.
“I am as well,” I said, wondering how differently we meant it. I wasn’t sure if I could be with her in ways that I might have promised before now that fear was settling in my heart.
I waited until she was asleep before I pulled on some shorts and headed down to the kitchen to get some water. I walked through my living room and gazed in the dim light at pictures of Laura, sipping it slowly. Laura was gone. She wasn’t coming back, and I had the right to move on and I looked towards the stairs.
Was Madeline the right choice for me? She seemed so young sometimes but when we were in bed, she was willing to give me all of her.
She just had given me one of the most important things in her life.
I continued to look at the pictures, my eyes trailing over our wedding photo before I turned to go back up the stairs. Madeline was sleeping soundly, and I covered her up before slipping into bed and looking at the ceiling. The room smelled like sex and Madeline and I closed my eyes and breathed it in. This was going to be my life for a while.
We woke up in the morning and ate a quick breakfast before she hurried home to get ready for work. I was working the night shift and would only see her in passing if I was lucky. I watched her drive way from the window and turned to take a shower before I went for a run. That always got me through my thoughts.
I headed to work at six and glanced around to see if I could find Madeline. She wasn’t out in the open anywhere in the ER and I headed to look at the boards for anything general that I’d be handling.
It was going to be a busy night and I didn’t see her at all until I caught sight of her leaving with a cup of coffee in her hand. I watched her, still seeing the smile on her face as she called out to someone before disappearing through the door.
I didn’t know when I would see her again, but I expected it to be soon. We couldn’t stay away from each other.