Chapter 9

Nora

I couldn’t believe I was lying there naked for him to not only see but to do with whatever he pleased. I had never let myself be so vulnerable and my only hopes were that he’d be kind and I wouldn’t live to regret it.

He stared down at me, his lips still swollen from my hungry kisses. “You’re beautiful, Nora, so beautiful.”

“I want to see you.” Our eyes met and he gave me a mischievous grin.

Without a word, he pulled off his shirt and tossed it to the floor with my clothes, then he undid his buttons in one tug and pulled off his pants, raising his knees to step out of them. He stood before me in a pair of black boxer briefs and my eyes took him in from head to toe.

In my line of work, I’d seen a whole lot of bodies, but his was one of the most impressive physiques that I’d ever laid eyes on. It was all mine for the moment and I swallowed hard as I sat up and noticed his thick erection that was held tight against him from the confines of the cotton and elastic.

“If you want it you’re going to have to unwrap it.” He stepped closer and I smiled as I reached for the waistband and slowly peeled them down.

His cock jutted out from his hips and with him standing it was the perfect height, I wrapped my hand around his shaft and began stroking it nice and slow. I knew his length would never fit in my mouth without some work, but it has been way too long since I’d done that. I prepared myself for it and licked my lips, but before I could lean into it and open my mouth, he got on his knees and kissed me.

His arm urged me back and so I let myself lean against the black leather as he nudged his way between my knees. “I want to make you feel good.” The words were a surprise. Not only had he not encouraged me to service him orally, but he wanted to pleasure me first? I’d always been led to believe that’s how it starts like it was my duty, but the few times I’d done it in the past, I’d been used and pushed aside.

“Have you ever had anyone do this, Nora?” His question was barely audible as I focused on him. He dragged his finger back and forth from my ass to my clit, and the other was kneading my breast. The pleasure was already so intense but it wasn’t like I had much to compare it to.

“No. I haven’t had much experience at all.” I felt like an idiot admitting that, but his eyes smoldered as if it was the hottest thing he’d ever heard.

“Well, I’m going to take very good care of you.”

No one had ever taken care of me. I’d always been the one to ease others, whether it was work or the few sexual experiences I’d had.

His mouth fell upon my mound as he planted a soft kiss there. Then he teased me with his finger, rubbing my clit and licking my sex. Suddenly his hands were gone and there was nothing but his soft, long, warm tongue flicking against my clit making me squirm with pleasure.

I moaned out and he made a sound of approval. “That’s right, feels good, doesn’t it?” He spoke against my pussy and it sent shivers all through me.

“Yes, Tanner. It feels amazing.”

“Mm. I love my name on your lips especially when I’ve got my tongue in you. You just let the feeling take you there and tell me when you’re about to come.” His eyes were on mine as his tongue lapped and I nodded.

“Okay, I will. It feels so good.” I writhed against his mouth and he kept up the pace, his tongue licking and flicking against my clit until I felt as though I was going to come apart. I cried out and my channel began to spasm. “I think I’m coming.”

“Mhm. You are and it tastes so fucking good.” He lapped and licked until I stilled.

He rose up stroking his cock. “Don’t go anywhere.” Then he disappeared for a few seconds. I was about to be angry that he’d left me when I realized he’d must have gone to get a condom.

Sure enough, when he returned still priming his perfect cock, he had a black and gold wrapper in his hands. He wasted no time sheathing himself and then he leaned down to lick at my tender, soaking channel again.

“You’re so wet and tight. Are you ready for me, Angel?”

The endearment took me by surprise and turned me on even more. I’d always wondered what someone would call me someday and hoped it would be something sexier than Doc. “Yes.”

He leaned down over me and centered himself right at my entrance and pressed against me. There was some resistance and then a splintering pain which wasn’t as awful as I’d always been told as he then inched deeper, his girth stretching me to my limits.

“Are you okay?” He worked his hips and soon the pain turned to a glorious pleasure that had me moaning and grinding up against him.

His mouth was on mine, as I stayed focused on his thick cock intrusion me. It felt amazing, but I was certain I’d be tender after this. My legs were spread wide before he grab them to place them over his shoulders. His cock worked me at a whole different angle and I cried out as another orgasm ripped through me. He picked up his pace and made a sound like the pleasure was getting to him too.

He leaned down and slipped his hand up under me, lifting me up to turn us over. As he pressed his back the couch, his cock speared me hard and I cried out as my walls gripped him. Then he rubbed my ass to encouraged me to ride him. My knees gained purchase beside him and I rolled my hips, feeling him slide in and out of me. As I eased myself down more, his wide base spread me even further. I pulled back a little and let him work me. His arm shifted between us and then he pushed his index finger between my lips. I sucked it and his eyes stayed burning on mine. Then he took the finger after I’d gotten it nice and wet he slipped it down, pulling back my hood to rub my sensitive bud.

The gesture had me bucking and moaning and Tanner sat up, twining his fingers in my hair behind my neck. His eyes stayed fixed on mine and the moment was so intense that I couldn’t look away either.

I looked away and he kissed my hair before forcing me to lift my chin. He brought his mouth down to mine. After a nice, long lingering kiss he stood up, taking me with him, then he carried me up the stairs and to his room, never leaving my depths. He laid me back against the bed and then pumped his hips against me, thrusting deep and hard as he stood between my legs. His bed was the perfect height and it didn’t escape me that it was probably a deliberate effort on his part. With his little box of toys, which I wanted no part of right next to us, he had probably had more than his fair share of women here.

I was just another one in the bunch.

“You’re so fucking tight, Nora. I’m going to come so good.” He worked his hips against me and leaned down to kiss my breasts, pulling my nipple between his teeth. I moaned my body took over and I came apart all over again, this time trembling all over. My core milked his cock and soon his cock pulsed in my depths as he ground against me through his release.

My whole body still trembled and he helped me to my feet, my knees weak and buckled, as he held me tight against him. He pulled back the cover and I froze.

“What are you doing?” My lip quivered.

“I thought we’d get into bed and I’ll hold you. You’re trembling.” He kissed my shoulder but I stepped away.

“No, that’s not what this is.” I was suddenly even more determined not to fall for him and I’d start by not falling into his trap. He had been so sweet to make it all about my pleasure and while I appreciated the gesture I couldn’t help but wonder if he’d done that just to hook me.

“What are you talking about? What is it then?”

“Come on, Tanner. You didn’t think I was some naïve girl who’d fall in love with the first man who took her virginity. I wanted this as much as you did and I’m quite sure for the same reason. But that’s all it is. I’m not saying I’ll never do it again with you, just that you can’t possibly expect more from this.”

“I beg your pardon? You’re telling me that after all this, you’re not interested?” He stepped back and then followed me downstairs to the living room where he folded his arms and watched as I gathered my clothes. He scooped up his underwear and slipped them on.

I was protecting myself. I had to flee or else things would get too deep and I’d be ruined. “Please, let’s not make it out to be more. I know what you’ve been wanting and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want it too, but I know it’s all you wanted. So I’m letting you off the hook.”

“Oh, I see. Is that so? You’re letting me off the hook?” His eyes were hard further proving he was incapable of sincere feelings for me. If I’d been wrong he could protest, but instead, he just stood there, his arms crossed in front of him and that stupid smirk on his face. “Fine. Sounds good. Until next time then?”

“Yes, I had a really good time, Tanner. Thanks.” I noticed the tinge of blood that stained my thighs as I slipped on my panties and shorts. And as soon as I got my shirt on I headed home hoping my legs didn’t give out on the way.

Tanner followed me down, but I was well ahead of him and not looking back. He’d given me the perfect first time and though it was amazing, I wasn’t about to get my heart broken. It was so close to being possible, but I kept telling myself it was all just for the moment. He didn’t love me. How could it be more to him?