CHAPTER 25
Elsa
We found a hotel a few minutes away from the house, and I watched as Aidan left the car with dark eyes to get us a room. I took a moment to calm down my pulsing body while I waited and ran my hands through my hair. I hadn’t heard details of what had happened with the other girls from Melissa, but it was clear that Aidan was experienced. I wondered what else he could show me as I watched him inside talking to the man behind the desk and handed him a card.
Aidan turned and walked towards me as his eyes locked with mine. My heart dropped as he opened my door and helped me out before pulling me into his arms for a long kiss. “I need you.”
He got the bags and took us to our second floor room in the corner where he unlocked the door. I barely glanced around as I walked in before the bags were on the ground and I was shoved against the wall. Aidan’s lips claimed mine in a hard kiss as I slid my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. I’d wanted this since we woke up this morning and the incident in the car wasn’t nearly enough.
I slid my tongue against his as he lifted me and pressed between my legs as I moaned. My nipples were hard, and my thighs hot as he gripped my butt and pushed me against the wall as need filled my veins as we kissed hungrily. “Aidan.”
“I am going to take you against this wall right now, Elsa. Get your clothes off,” he told me as he lowered me to the floor and took a small step back. I Knew that his mind was in a different place somehow and sensed that he needed the act of this more than he needed me to speak, so I dropped my jeans and slipped my shirt off as I looked into his eyes. I wanted him to claim me the way that no man had and the way that I knew he could. “So fucking delicious,” he murmured as he kissed me again and cupped my breasts in his hands. I loosened his jeans and felt him hard for me as I slid my hand over him to grip him. “I don’t want to come this way.” Aidan turned me around, and I heard his jeans fall to the floor as I let out a soft whimper. “I want to be inside of you.” I heard a familiar tearing and then he was pushing me against the cold wall and lifting me before he took me with one hard thrust.
“Aidan,” I rested my arms against the white paint as he rocked into me again and felt my head knock against the wall. He was a man possessed as he drove himself into me over and over and I cried out louder as he spread me open and brought me closer to the release that I needed. I wondered how I was supposed to go back to my former life after feeling him like this, so aggressive and rough.
I always thought that sex was tame and loving until I met Aidan. He showed me that I wanted more than that. I liked the way he possessed me right now, here against this wall as my nipples scraped against the paint and I tightened around him. I screamed his name as I coated him with my warmth and he gripped me even harder as he thrust hard a few more times. “Elsa, Elsa, Elsa,” Aidan grunted as he dropped his head against my neck and sucked on my skin.
I knew that I’d never stop wanting this man as he moved his arms to lift me and carry me to the bed. I dropped against him as I felt my orgasm keep going and felt him place me on the mattress. “I loved that. I enjoyed your control or lack thereof. I don’t care. I loved it.” I watched as he stripped his clothes off and licked my lips as he went to get some water from the small bar. “Are you okay?”
“It was an…emotional day,” Aidan admitted before he sat beside me and looked into my eyes.
“I could see that.” I moved forward as I reached out to touch him. He closed his eyes as I slid the condom off of him and tossed it on the floor. I knew that it spilled, but I didn’t care as I stroked the slick heat up and down his penis. He was already hard again, and I moved onto my knees as his eyes opened. “You don’t have to.”
“I want to,” I assured him before I moved closer and moved my tongue out to lick him. He was salty with a hint of sweet, and I placed my mouth against the tip of him and drew him in just a bit. His hands slid into my hair, and he let out a moan as I tested how far I wanted him inside of my lips before I pulled back. “Am I doing it right?”
“You’re perfect.” There was sadness in his voice as I started to lift my head and he held me there. “Just take me in your mouth and suck on me. Not too hard, no teeth.”
I moved over him up and down, slowly tightening my mouth around him as I moved. His hands gripped me as I moved and he grew harder. I moved faster and started to pant as I sensed that he was ready to release as I paused. “Aidan?”
“I can’t do this in your mouth, not tonight. Lay down on your back.” I moved back and rested against the pillows as I watched him stare down between his legs and run his hands through his hair. Aidan dropped to the mattress and moved his mouth between my legs as he stroked me with his tongue.
“What is this called?” I asked as I watched him tease my core with his lips and tongue.
“Going down on you. Eating you out. Oral sex,” Aidan murmured as he parted me with his hands and found that little sensitive part that drove me crazy. “Do you like it?”
“Yes. Oh yes, I do,” I responded as he kept teasing me and brought me to release as he drew me into his lips. “Aidan!”
He kept his mouth locked on me as I shook against him and gripped his hair. “I love the taste of you,” Aidan told me as he kissed my thighs. “I Like the sound of you coming and your face…I gave you all of that. It’s soothing to me.”
“Aidan?” I asked as he pulled up and kissed his way up my stomach.
“Can I have you again?”
“Yes.” This time, he kissed me and worshiped my body with his mouth and hands. It was slower, and he seemed to have gotten the emotions out the time before against the wall. He loved me this time as his lips found a nipple, then my neck. Aidan reached into his jeans and tore another wrapper open before he was sheathing himself and moving over my body. Aidan kissed me as he moved inside of my sensitive body and I slipped my arms around his shoulders as I drew my knees back to offer him more room. Aidan moaned as he drove deeper inside of me and I pulled his face closer to mine. We were kissing as we came together and I memorized the feeling as I clung to him before he dropped against my chest.
“I could have never done that in the guest room, you know,” I smiled and nodded as I stroked his skin and closed my eyes.
“I agree,” I murmured as he took a deep breath and moved over me to find my lips.
We bundled under the covers together, and I closed my eyes as I pressed my head against his chest. I was happy right here with him, and I knew that our time would eventually come to an end. I would never forget him as I slipped my arms around his body and moved our naked bodies even closer together. “I liked today, all of it. I loved meeting them, and I liked this. It’s what I wanted hearing her talk over dinner.”
“I thought so. I could see the look on your face. There was a part of me that considered the guest room for a fleeting moment before I knew what I was going to do to you.” He kissed my hair. “Was I too much?”
“Never. You know exactly what to do to me.”
I fell asleep and dreamed of returning to my home with Aidan by my side. My family welcomed us as he told them that he was adopting our ways, and I watched my father and brother show him what we do around the house and the farm as I went back to helping Mama.
I saw him as he learned how to drive the horse and buggy with my father and the way he smiled as his hair blew behind him. His beard was growing in, and I loved kissing him when we could sneak away into the barn at night. I loved the feeling of his hair between my legs.
I tried to stay good for my family, but I couldn’t keep away from him in the barn. Once we were married, we could sleep in my room unless we got our own house but until then I was still in my room until everyone was asleep. I thought they might know that I went out to the barn, but they didn’t say anything.
Our wedding was lovely, in the pretty little church with everyone that I knew watching us. It was everything that I ever wanted when I was living there, and I was overjoyed that it was with Aidan. My mama cried as we said our vows and my brother beamed at me as he sat next to Abby with her cute little belly.
I woke up in the morning with a giggle and looked around to see the room empty. He must have gone to get some coffee, and I snuggled under the blankets again as I let myself laugh.
It was such a silly little fantasy because Aidan was going back into the Army. He wasn’t going to stay with me much less convert to the Amish life. I told myself just to enjoy the moment and take what I could out of this experience.