Monday, December 2nd
Colin
When we got to Irons, Anthony and I took Sydney over to the same section of the lobby benches where we put her play collar on Friday evening. This time I stood behind her and buckled it once Anthony brought it up to her neck. Once it was buckled, Anthony pulled her towards him carefully with two fingers under the collar. He bent and kissed her roughly as he did Friday night. It turns Sydney on and I’ll admit that it’s hot to watch her respond the way she does to being handled by Anthony. She pulls out of the kiss looking flushed and very giddy. It’s actually quite sexy.
We walked into the club and made our way over to our couches. Blake immediately came over as he usually does when he spots me.
“Evening, Colin. How are things in the V life?”
“Unbelievable. It’s good, Blake.” All I could do was smile as I watched Anthony guide her to our spot. “I had her greet Anthony tonight when he got home from work. It was hot to watch her please him.”
“I’m glad to hear things are working out so well for all of you. All of you deserve happiness.”
I glanced around the club looking for Evan. I was hoping we wouldn’t bump into him tonight. His drunken outburst Wednesday still pissed me off.
“Don’t worry, Colin. Evan isn’t here tonight. Will is though. He’s down in the dungeon. Not sure you guys want to venture down there to view scenes. It’s Masochist Monday.”
We’d steer clear of the dungeon. I went over and sat by Sydney while Anthony was making out with her. Anthony lifted her and set her down on my lap without even breaking lips with her. I felt myself grow hard though as she moved on my lap. She did things to my body without trying or being aware of it. Maybe I’ve had this attraction to her ever since my eyes found her last January but knew I needed to keep it at bay. Now that she’s Anthony’s and mine, my body has free reign to react. I left soft kisses on her shoulder and massaged her left breast while Anthony continued to suck her face.
Blake was in my line of sight over Sydney and Anthony’s shoulders. He pointed upstairs and then held up his hand, signaling the number five. Room five. I smiled and nodded my thanks to him. I think Blake was very fond of the idea of Anthony and I with Sydney.
“Anth, let’s go upstairs.”
I took Sydney by her hand and knew Anthony was right behind her. We walked into the room with the number five on the door and I couldn’t help but smile. Blake. There were candles lit on a few of the side tables and the other side the room’s lighting was very dim. In the center of the room was a huge bed. I was very aware of my needs as well as Anthony’s and Sydney’s.
I immediately pulled Sydney against me so that her back was against my chest and I rubbed my knuckles over her left breast and then her right one. Her nipples were already hard and I smiled up at Anthony letting him know she was starting to get turned on. While I kissed her neck and continued to play with her nipples, Anthony stood a few feet in front of her and was gazing at her with intense eyes.
When he couldn’t be a spectator anymore, he walked forward and cupped her cheek in one hand and ran his finger along the play collar. “Mmm, sunshine. You look so good standing there with those hard, naughty nipples poking through your top while Colin feels you.”
Anthony was on a high and was enjoying himself. His eyes held a light of excitement I haven’t seen much of, if ever, before Sydney. I remained silent letting Anthony know he could take control of the scene tonight. Sydney was quiet, but had leaned her head back to rest against my shoulder and chest. She closed her eyes and tried to be subtle as she arched her back, forcing her breasts further into my hands. Her movements didn’t escape our notice. Anthony’s eyes were burning a hole into hers. He was very controlled even though I knew he wanted to do nothing more than bury himself in her.
“Sunshine, don’t be shy. Don’t be afraid to admit you want something.” His finger traced the outline of her face, down to her neck and to her collarbone. His eyes never left hers as his finger lingered on her collarbone and moved back and forth over her delicate skin and the play collar.
“She looks pretty turned on, Col.”
Anthony’s fingers continue to lazily stroke her skin above and below the collar while I continued to brush my knuckles over her nipples as she arched into me more.
“Lace your hands behind my neck, baby,” I gave her those instructions while I spread my left hand flat on her abdomen. My hand seemed so large on her body and it covered a lot of real estate. Her arms raised up, pushing her breasts into my hands even more, and locked behind my neck.
Binding her was not an option. We knew it was a trigger and until Anthony and I can work to lessen that fear, we’d find alternative ways to make it work. I couldn’t help but smile when she obeyed instantly.
“Good girl, Sydney.” I turned my head and nuzzled her neck and kissed her cheek. “Don’t move your hands, baby.”
“Yes, Sir,” Sydney said through a smile.
Mmm. That’s music to my ears. I loved hearing that phrase leave her lips and know she was directing it at me. Anthony was still intently watching her and was playing with her neck.
“What do you say when you want us to stop, baby?” I made sure she recited her safe word and reminded her to use it if she needed to. Anthony and I are going to carefully navigate our waters and try to find Sydney’s limit line soon.
“Red, Sir.”
Now that she was reminded of that, I let my right hand roam to the top of her jeans. I slid my hand under her shirt and felt her soft skin. She felt incredible to touch. My thumb slipped under the waistband of her jeans and I let it glide from her left hip slowly around the front to her right hip. There was a slight moan that escaped her lips and she arched further into my left hand. She was a dream. Howard had shut this sexy, submissive girl down. Anthony and I were going to work to bring her out of the dark hole Howard forced her into.
I unbuttoned her jeans and worked the zipper down slowly. Her movements gave away her excitement. Her head rolled from side to side and she began closing her eyes but Anthony reminded her to keep her eyes open and on him. It was imperative she keep her eyes open so Anthony and I could maintain tabs on her. Eyes talk when the sub or bottom doesn’t.
My hand dipped between her silky skin and the waistband of her panties. Her body told me she was enjoying this. I want to make sure that Anthony and I work with her on getting comfortable with vocalizing when something feels good or when she wants something. She was so turned on that this would pose as a perfect opportunity.
“What, baby? What do you want, hmm?” I whispered in her ear as she continued to writhe under my hands and looked about ready to burst. Sydney is so responsive to our hands. Anthony has barely touched her yet and I’ve just touched her breasts a bit.
Anthony stood right up against her, put a hand on her cheek and hooked a few fingers under her play collar. Their eyes were like magnets. He bent down and took her lips in a passionate kiss. Her legs just about buckled but I had her in my grip. They pulled apart from their kiss and Anthony’s eyes went back to hers.
“Tell him, sunshine.”
Anthony made a trail of kisses down her jaw from the left side of her cheek to the right side. Sydney was wound tightly now. I let my hand go down further until it found her small patch of hair. My hand held position there and I gently let my fingertips open and close through the small amount of hair. I knew it was tickling her. I’ve never played with or been with someone so responsive to positive touch as Sydney.
“Tell me, baby. What do you want?” I let my hand slide lower with my index finger separating from my middle finger to trace her pussy lips. I purposely didn’t touch her clit, but she was absolutely soaked. It turned me on and I felt like I was going to burst out of my jeans.
I circled my fingers in her wetness and slowly let my middle finger push into her warm pussy. A low moan stumbled out of her. Heavenly. I brought my hand out of her panties and sucked her juices off my fingers. The scent of her arousal filled the air and it was like shaking fresh meat in front of a wolf. Anthony’s eyes held a glimmer in them as he gazed at Sydney and I knew he was as hard as I was.
When I was sure that Sydney would be able to stand if I let go of her, I unwrapped my arms from her body and stood to the side of her. She was flushed and needy.
“Sunshine, go stand by the bed and turn to face Colin and I.”
Anthony gave her instructions and then he pulled two chairs away from the wall so that they were about five feet from the foot of the bed. Sydney did as instructed as Anthony sat on the back of the chair and put his feet on the seat while I sat on the other chair in a normal fashion.
And there she stood, innocently beside the bed with white, puffy, down comforters and bedding, waiting for direction.
“Sunshine, remove your clothes. Slowly.”
Sydney slipped off her shoes and jeans, followed by her shirt, bra and then panties. She folded everything neatly and placed her clothes under a small table near the bed. She resumed her post next to the bed and looked over at us. No sign of fear or unease. I swelled with pride knowing how much she trusts us and how brave she was to get completely naked in Irons again.
“Good girl, sunshine. Now, walk over here and help Colin out of his shirt and then come take my shirt off.”
Sydney padded over to me and I stood to meet her. My hands found their way to her hips. I checked her eyes to make sure she was still doing fine as she unbuttoned my shirt and tugged it off my body. I loved the way her hands lingered for an extra moment on my chest and how she ran her finger down the center of my chest. I sat back down and watched her remove Anthony’s shirt and she spent the same amount of time with her hand on his chest too. Anthony sat down on the back of the chair and instructed Sydney to go kneel on the bed in the center. Once she climbed on the bed, she turned and checked her location and proximity to the edges to make sure she was as close to the center as possible.
Before Sydney, Anthony and I had done just about everything and anything with a sub or bottom. While I enjoyed those times, I realize now that my heart was never truly in it. Or at least it wasn’t near the degree that it is when I’m with Sydney. With Sydney everything was exciting again. Even something like just watching her disrobe was exciting. Things that had once been commonplace barely sparked a twitch in my pants yet I could get a full on erection just holding her hand. And I knew that Anthony was at the same juncture that I was. Before Sydney, Anthony had been more on autopilot than I was. Neither of us knew we were searching for something or missing something. And then we found everything in Sydney.
“Rub your hands over your breasts, sunshine.”
Anthony and I sat watching our girl rub her breasts, every now and then hiding a nipple from us. She was shy, but I think the dim lighting helped give her confidence. I knew that a playful, flirty, little fragile kitten was just below the surface. She just needed some encouragement and her soul needed some nourishment.
Sydney never took her eyes off us. She knew we often required her to maintain eye contact with us. It was one way that Anthony and I knew we could detect and head off any possible issues and triggers.
“Suck on your finger and then rub on your nipples…good girl, sunshine…give them a tug.”
A soft moan escaped her mouth as she tugged her left and then right nipple.
“Does that feel good, Sydney?” Anthony asked her in a low, quiet, calm tone.
“Yesss, Sir.”
“Suck on one of your fingers again and slowly take that hand down between your legs.” She sucked on her middle finger and let her hand skim down her chest and belly before slipping between those legs. “Push it into your pussy.” Her eyes fluttered and she started to close her eyes. “Eyes, sunshine. Colin and I need to see them.” She opened them and kept her attention on us. “How does it feel down there, sunshine?”
“Wet, Sir.”
Anthony and I laughed quietly and glanced at one another.
“Good, sunshine. Pinch your nipples while you rub your pussy. Pinch those nipples until you feel it between those sexy legs.”
She hung onto each of his words as if it was the air she was breathing. The sight of her kneeling up on a fluffy bed wearing a play collar, with her hand moving around between her legs nearly undid me. I knew Anthony was ready to burst as well.
She let out another moan that sounded like she was dripping with need. Sydney is so used to having to be quiet and has it burned into her head not to show signs of pleasure or make noise. Anthony and I were going to turn that around. I wanted her to enjoy it and be able to express herself.
Sydney continued to rub her pussy lips and pinch and tug on her nipples until I saw her stomach muscles tighten and her eyes get heavy. It made Anthony and I both smile.
“Good girl, sunshine. You felt that. Touch your clit…don’t rub it. Just touch it.” Anthony leaned forward resting his arms on his knees. “Bring your fingers up to your lips and rub the fluid on them…that’s so fucking sexy, sunshine. Now slowly put them in your mouth and suck the juices off.”
She did as instructed and looked like she wasn’t going to be able to withstand much more. Anthony had done an excellent job verbally working her up and getting her mind turned on. Her lips were parted and her breathing had picked up. She was very turned on and needed release and Anthony recognized this.
“Tell us, sunshine. Tell us what you need.”
Anthony was trying to encourage her to be more vocal and tell us what she ached for. She smiled and started to look downward but caught herself. Communication was crucial in this lifestyle and it would be required in our dynamic. She was getting there.
“I…need…” She started but had stopped. She was still afraid to voice what she wanted and needed. And maybe she never even gave her wants a second thought. Not with Howard. Sydney had her needs and desires extinguished for so many years that it was going to take more than a scene to resolve it. I knew Anthony wasn’t going to push her much more though.
She was reluctant and had sucked in her bottom lip and was holding it captive between her lips. Such a shy thing. But I knew that was a sign of her being on the edge. Anthony was mindful of this and moved to the bed. He leaned over the bed and put a finger under her chin and guided her to look at him. I could see her settle in his hands.
“It’s okay, sunshine. I need your lips. I want to taste you when I kiss you.” He framed her face in his hands and kissed her gently. When he pulled away from her lips, she looked dazed. She was caught up in him. “Now tell me, sunshine. What do you need?”
Anthony made a world of difference by going to her, touching her and calming her. It gave her strength and encouragement and she continued to try.
“I need…I need you and Master Colin.” Her voice was soft and it held a tad bit of uncertainty. But, she finally expressed a need. Anthony smiled and then looked over at me, realizing her accomplishment too.
I got on the bed and propped myself up on one arm looking in her eyes. I couldn’t help but smile ear to ear. I was so proud of her. To many it wouldn’t seem like much, but for Sydney to voice a desire was a huge accomplishment. I took her face in my hands and kissed her hard and deep. We had pushed her some tonight and now we needed to ease up.
I reached over and pressed my finger against her clit. She lightly moaned and tried to move her hips but Anthony stilled her.
“Good girl. Get on your back, let your legs hang over the edge of the bed and keep your eyes on Colin.”
“Yes, Sir.”
While Sydney got into position, I could tell that she was tempted to look at Anthony but she kept her head turned so she could face me as Anthony instructed. Anthony leaned over her and braced his weight with his arms on the bed. He started kissing her breasts all the way down to her pussy. When his tongue made contact with her flesh between her legs, she bent in the middle. I set my hand on her stomach to keep her still while she had her eyes on me. Anthony let out a quiet laugh at Sydney’s reaction.
“Sunshine, it’s just me and my tongue. But you’ve already met my tongue.”
While Anthony licked and sucked on her, I tugged and rubbed on her nipples that were becoming increasingly sensitive. She kept her heated eyes on me but her back kept arching up off the bed. She was enjoying the sensations and was a gorgeous sight as she gazed in my eyes while Anthony pleasured her. It was intense, erotic and our eyes were glued to each other.
Something shifted in that room with the three of us tonight and it was definitely in a positive way. Sydney trusted us and had faith in us. And above all, she loved us. Was this what Matt felt each time he brought Gina into one of these rooms to play?
I leaned over her lightly and began making out with her while I rolled her nipple in my right hand. I held up my weight with my left arm so she wouldn’t feel trapped. Anthony and I tried to make sure we didn’t press our weight down on her. I think Howard did that to pin her down and make her feel helpless, so Anthony and I were cognizant of that.
While I explored her mouth with my tongue I felt her body still and then she grabbed hold of my bicep and pressed a hand against my chest. I brought my head up so I could look in her eyes. Her eyes were open and there wasn’t a trace of fear. She was on the brink of an orgasm.
“That’s it, baby. Let Anthony make you feel good.”
I brought my mouth back to hers. I wanted to feel her come with my lips pressed against hers. Her breathing became shallow and her hand tightened on my bicep and she released a faint moan into my mouth. I pulled my head back to watch her come unglued. Her head started to toss from side to side and I stilled her by taking hold of her chin.
“Don’t run from it, baby.”
She kept her eyes locked onto mine and I stroked her cheek until she relaxed. Anthony stood and got on the bed on the other side of Sydney. He shed his jeans and boxer briefs before climbing on the bed and started making out with her. Sydney and Anthony could make a sport out of making out. Soon, he was flat on his back and Sydney was partially draped over him. I couldn’t help but rub on her back and ass. That ass was calling my name with those cute dimples that sat above her butt cheeks.
I reached in the drawer by the bed and pulled out a condom and held it out for her. I knew she had a trigger with hearing the wrappers tear open and I didn’t want to risk fucking this night up. She took the condom from my outstretched hand, opened the package and rolled it down Anthony’s length. He lay with his hands behind his head with his neck propped up to watch her. Sydney looked down at his wrapped dick assessing her work.
“Good girl. Now, climb aboard, sunshine.” Anthony took her hands in his and he helped her get in position. “Take your time sunshine. I’m not going anywhere. Go at your own pace but don’t close your eyes and don’t take them off of mine.”
“Yes, Sir.”
There was no hesitation on her part and before we knew it, she was sliding down his shaft. She did it slowly, which was to help her get accustomed to his size in this position, but I knew the pace was torture on Anthony. He survived though. Once she was flush against him another soft moan crept from her lips.
He continued to hold her hands and kept his eyes focused on her. I moved to kneel behind her and pressed my erection against her soft butt cheeks while wrapping an arm around her waist.
“Come here, sunshine.”
Anthony encouraged her to lean over him against his chest and stomach. Mmm, that ass was staring at me now. The two of them were kissing again as I stared longingly at her ass. I took my jeans off to give my erection some room and I positioned myself so I could allow my tongue to do some exploring before the lube got in the way.
While I was giving her a nice rim job, I noticed how much she was grinding down on Anthony. She was right on the edge of an orgasm. I almost had sensory overload from the aroma of her arousal. My hands had hold of her butt cheeks firmly as I continued to lick and poke around. Her ass cheeks fit perfectly in my hands.
I reached over and got some lube and lubed up my finger. Anthony heard the cap from the lube and knew what I wanted to do. He let his hand wander from her lower back to massage one of her butt cheeks. He pulled and tugged on the cheek giving me a glimpse of the tiny hole I wanted. It was all I could stare at.
“Baby, your ass is so sexy.”
I massaged her other butt cheek and let the backs of my knuckles skim the soft skin on her butt right around the crack of her ass. She moaned and pushed back against me some. I took it as a positive response and let my lubed finger rub at her entrance.
“Mmm…oh…Sir.” While I was thrilled at this response, I hadn’t expected such a vocal response from her.
“Keep your hands on my chest, sunshine. Don’t move them.”
“Y-yes, S-sssir.” She was moving at a good pace on his dick while I probed her tight hole gently. Anthony reached back and pulled her butt cheeks apart to help give me more access. I slowly had pushed my entire index finger inside of her. It was so hot and sexy. I was sweating and precum was beading at my head.
“Sir?” Sydney stopped moving on Anthony. Fuck! Did I screw this up? Anthony kept his hands on her butt cheeks while my finger was buried in her ass. Her hands were still on Anthony’s chest and looked to be gripping him firmly. Her knuckles were white and seemed to be clamped down on him. I wasn’t worried about him because I knew he liked it.
“Baby, what is it? What color, Sydney?”
“Green, Sir.”
I was confused. I worried that I had done something to scare her or did something that had triggered a memory, yet she said she was “green.”
“Baby, what do you need?” I asked her.
“More, Sir.”
More? I was proud she was expressing a need and a want but I chuckled and shook my head. Did she realize that she already had my entire finger?
“Baby, there’s no more left. Your sexy little ass has already gobbled up my entire finger.” I wiggled my finger making her ring of muscles tighten down on my finger. Anthony and I were enjoying a small laugh and we barely heard her assemble a set of words that were music to my ears.
“Your cock, Sir.”
What did she say? My cock? Was she asking for my cock; in her ass? The contained fire that was simmering in my stomach exploded into an inferno. I think I stopped breathing which caused my head to stop comprehending.
“Baby,” I started.
“Please, Sir. I...I want to try. I trust you both.”
I looked over her shoulder at Anthony. I knew he was looking intently in her eyes and knew that Anthony would give me a clear indication of what he saw in her eyes. Soon, he nodded and kissed her forehead.
“Sunshine, do you want to climb off me so you can take Colin up your sweet little ass?”
She shook her head frantically and continued to move on Anthony.
“No, Sir. I want to be filled with both of you.”
She was so turned on, her fears are less and she wouldn’t feel as much discomfort. She was brave. Our brave fragile kitten. I grabbed a condom and rolled it on. I lubed myself generously and dripped more lube over her tight hole and massaged it in.
“He’ll go slow, sunshine. You tell us if it becomes too much. What do you say if you want to stop?”
“Red, Sir,” Sydney said eagerly.
“And if you need to slow down, sunshine?”
“Yellow, Sir.”
“Good girl.”
Anthony went back to kissing her and tugged her butt cheeks apart. Holy fuck, I was beside myself. She would envelope my dick soon.
My heart felt like it could burst. I was so pleased that Sydney was willing to try this. I knew she had been hurt with anal sex, but she was willing to try it with us. She was brave enough to push her fears to the side and take a chance.
I rubbed the head of my dick over her tiny entrance for a few minutes. She looked sexy, leaning over Anthony while he held her butt cheeks. Finally I pushed my head in just a bit and she tensed up.
I was met with resistance of course. It’s only natural for the body to react like that. She was breathing a little harder now as I began to slice into her. I took a deep breath to help calm myself and forced myself to go slow.
“Relax, sunshine. Let me see your eyes.” Anthony paused and I had stopped pushing and moving. “Good girl. Now breathe and relax. Just you, me and Colin.”
After a few moments, I could feel her relax and I was able to edge in a little deeper. I decided this was far enough for my dick tonight. Double penetration was new for her, I think, and if it wasn’t, I’m sure this was her first pleasant experience. For the most part I stayed still but Anthony had worked into a nice rhythm.
Sydney’s breathing was definitely more labored and she was warm to the touch. The air was filled with the sounds of our heavier breathing and grunting. Anthony and I were both sweating and it looked like Sydney might be taking chunks of Anthony’s skin off with her grip on his chest. He told her not to take her hands off his chest and so far she’s been able to follow those directions.
I kept my hands on her hips to keep me in place and to help control her movements on Anthony. Her breathing grew shallow and a quiet sound consistently came from her. She needed to let go.
Anthony took hold of her hips and lifted her off him just slightly and then he began to thrust in and out of her quickly. I stayed still but felt everything.
“Ahhh! Oh…Anthony! Colin!” A few additional muffled moans and noises made their way out of her mouth. I felt her ass ring grip me tightly just under my head as her orgasm caught her off guard. As her ass throbbed and pulsed around me over and over, I came so fucking hard. All of this set Anthony off and I felt her tighten again and then Anthony swore as he tried to arch upwards.
“Fuck, sunshine!”
Sydney began twisting and writhing as her orgasm ripped through her. It was wonderful to watch her come and enjoy her body. Anthony and I held her still while we all rode out the orgasm wave.
Sydney had come so hard that she was shaking and I could see her hands quivering on Anthony’s chest. Anthony released Sydney’s butt cheeks from his hands and covered her hands on his chest. He guided her head to rest on his chest. I leaned over her and let my forehead rest against the center of her back while I tried to compose myself. The magnitude of what the three of us just did wasn’t lost on me. Sydney trusted Anthony and I unconditionally. I loved this girl.
I brought my head up from her back and looked at Anthony again. He looked dazed. Did I look like that? I felt like I was floating on a slow moving, thick cloud. I looked down and I realized that I was still leaning on her, which was pushing her into Anthony more.
“Baby, this might be a little uncomfortable as I pull out.”
I felt her body still and brace herself for my exit. I did it as slowly and as controlled as possible. I was surprised to see goose bumps were already covering her butt. My eyes found Anthony’s and he was frowning at me over the top of her head. He knew that she was cold already and was reacting to her being cold so quickly as well. I draped a blanket over them.
As much as I just wanted to cuddle her up in my arms, I needed to get up and clean up so I could properly take care of her. I peeled my sweaty body off of her and Anthony rolled to his side with Sydney in his arms. They were facing each other and her hands were still clenched to his chest. Anthony had a hand on her side and a few fingers under that play collar. I sat looking down at them and I felt like this was where I belonged. Sydney truly was the missing piece. She was ours and belonged with us.
Movement to my left caught my eye and I instinctively reached down to put my hand on her leg. I don’t know if it was to benefit her or me more. For the time that I was lost in a land of bliss with Sydney and Anthony, I had almost forgotten we were at Irons. Blake had crept in the room and was turning the blinds so the onlookers would move along. There must have been quite a few out there because the doorway started to get congested as people began moving away from our room.
Our scene had generated a lot of spectators. I had never been part of such an intense emotionally charged scene. It certainly wasn’t the type of scene that kinksters would line the halls to see. There weren’t any impact implements being used or bondage or anything like that, yet what we did was more than a scene. I was feeling something now that I have never felt after a scene. Love.
Suddenly I felt very weak and leaned my leg against the backs of Sydney’s legs. Blake had closed the door most of the way and sat down on one of the chairs that Anthony and I had sat on earlier. It seemed like hours ago that we sat in those chairs. I started to say thanks to Blake but nothing came out. I was drained and allowed my eyes to wander back to Sydney.
Blake’s quiet laugh couldn’t even pull my eyes from Sydney. She was cuddled up against Anthony and her eyes were closed. I knew she was chilled, but Anthony was warming her up under the blanket. She gets like that after sex with us.
Wait, her eyes were closed.
I began nudging her. I tried not to allow subs to shut their eyes and drift off to sleep too quickly after playing, especially heavy play. It was too easy for them to possibly slip off and then end up with sub-drop. I felt it was important for them to be awake and absorb the aftercare. Our evening tonight wouldn’t necessarily be considered heavy play by most. But with Sydney, just about anything pleasurable sexually was heavy and had a huge effect on her.
“Baby, eyes. Let Anthony see them.”
“Colin,” I looked up at the sound of Blake’s voice and was startled to find him standing a few feet away from me with a couple bottles of water. He twisted the caps off and handed Anthony and I each one. Anthony held a bottle up to Sydney’s lips for her to drink and then he finished the bottle when she had her fill.
I guzzled the cool water and then stood and walked to the sink in a daze. I hadn’t even heard Blake come over but he had set out a few things for us. I quickly got rid of the condom, washed my hands and used a wet wipe to clean myself up a bit. I took a few wipes over to the bed and knelt down to tend to Sydney. While I cleaned her up, Anthony got rid of his condom, cleaned up some and then snuggled back down against her. After getting rid of the wipes I joined them and settled down with my chest against Sydney’s back.
Blake let out another quiet laugh and was smiling ear to ear when I looked over at him. I propped myself up on an elbow and when we made eye contact he laughed a little deeper and shook his head.
“Blake, thanks for closing those blinds to give us some privacy.”
“Not a problem, Colin.” Blake’s voice was a little above a whisper. “I can’t tell you how incredible that was to watch. I can only imagine how powerful that must have been for the three of you.”
I was at a loss for words and wasn’t able to find my voice. I opened my mouth but my brain couldn’t put anything together. I looked down at Sydney. Suddenly a chill washed over my body and I shook for a moment. Blake’s deep laugh brought my attention back to him. He was looking at me now with assessing eyes.
“Colin, Colin, Colin.” His arms were bent at the elbows and his hands came together at a steepled point. “Colin, your body is coming down, my friend. Just relax and don’t fight it. Never been to this side yet have you?”
I just stared at him blankly and then looked back down at Sydney resting peacefully in Anthony’s arms. Fuck, top space. I quickly thought about it. There wasn’t a high from impact play, but there was definitely an emotional high.
“All is good, Colin. It doesn’t get much better. Relax though. I’ll be here in case you need anything. I think all three of you are in uncharted waters. Rest.”
I nodded and was able to find my voice to thank him. This was certainly a different feeling for me and probably for Anthony too. We were used to not being so leveled after play. He and I have been known to play rough and we could definitely handle that. But we weren’t used to such emotional play.
I let myself snuggle up to Sydney. She was now flat on her back and Anthony and I were each on our sides facing her with our bodies pressed against her. She looked peaceful, relaxed and sated.
It was an indescribable feeling to know that Anthony and I made her that relaxed and happy. Anthony mostly kept his eyes closed but every now and then he’d open them to look at her. He gave her cheek and forehead lots of kisses and finally let his lips rest against her neck above the play collar. I could tell he was feeling similar to how I was feeling.
I felt both of her hands move and then the one closest to me, wrapped around my soft cock. It wasn’t going to stay soft very long though if she kept this up. I think she had done the same to Anthony because his eyes flew open about the same time mine had. She wasn’t moving her hands or doing anything sexual. The way she was holding us was very intimate. I knew Sydney would soon feel warm liquid coat the inside of her hand as she held my oozing cock. This was such an incredible feeling that I wanted to stay in for a while longer at least. I willed my body to not let myself get hard again. I finally shut my eyes as I wrapped my left arm around her midsection and gently held her side.
As much as I tried, I couldn’t think straight or keep my eyes open. I felt fuzzy and not clear. All I could think of was this wonderful young woman who was snugly resting between my best friend and I. Sydney trusted us with everything.