Chapter 10 – Gemma
I had never been so scared in my life, but through it all, Billy had made sure that I was okay. I didn’t want to know what happened, all I knew was that it was over and that was enough for me. Marcus’ house was not the only one that saw damage. The ranch was hit, though only one burning bottle was thrown at the main house before the brothers came out of the woods behind the attackers, pinning them down and getting the information that was needed.
From what the police had said, there was several dead and I shuddered to think about if one of them would have been one of my brothers or Billy. I knew that I was safe now, but the thought haunted me and it made me realize that if I had died or Billy had died, I would have never had a proper kiss with him.
In the first moments when I was standing on the porch, unsure where the men were and where the next flame was going to hit, I thought of that one sad fact and as soon as I seen him again after the police sent them back to the ranch where the rest of us women were waiting. Billy had told me to go there and that we would be safe while my brothers went down to answer some hard questions.
So when I saw him, I made sure that I would never have to have that feeling again. Now I knew that we were supposed to be together and he was the one, I didn’t want to wait another minute before I kissed him. It had just been proven to me that anything could happen and all I wanted to do was feel his lips against mine.
My arms entangled his neck and I pulled him down for more as there were several whistles around us. I didn’t care. All I wanted was Billy’s touch.
When it settled down some and people were finally ready to go to sleep as the sun was starting to come up, I pulled Billy along with me downstairs. His room had been given to Marcus and his family because it was bigger and I was more than happy to welcome him in with me.
I didn’t need to say a word because as soon as the door closed behind him, Billy was kissing me again. The one in the living room hadn’t been enough for either one of us. I didn’t want him to stop kissing me, but I wanted more and I wasn’t going to get it the way I was dressed.
Pushing back on his chest, his eyes almost glowed in the creeping light. I pulled the short dress I had to borrow from Leanna’s stash at the ranch and I heard the gasp from his lips before he pushed me down onto the bed.
There his hands were all over me and I couldn’t help but feel my own excitement. I wanted him, more than anything I had wanted in a while. It had been such a slow progression. A week he had been off work and he had been with me almost every day. I had gotten to know him at the same time I was checking out the hard body that now pressed against me in a manic need. There was no slow go to his action now. It was like my permission had opened a floodgate that was not able to be stopped any longer.
His hands were everywhere and I couldn’t think. All I could do was feel, and even then, it didn’t seem to be enough. “Please Billy. We have waited long enough.” The days felt like months and I needed him badly. There was no other way around it and he delivered beautifully.
Billy’s lips found mind for a moment that stretched out as his tongue entangled with my own. He was laying over me, surrounding me with his manliness and as he nestled in between my legs, driving me crazy. His hips pressed into me over and over again. I only had my panties on and it wasn’t enough to stop me from feeling what I so desperately needed. We had the same need as his hands got harder as they gripped my hips.
When his mouth pulled away from me, all I could utter out was more. It wasn’t enough, even though I was already overwhelmed beyond anything I had ever been before. I had known it would be different with Billy, I just didn’t know how different.
Billy pulled down the last piece of clothing I was wearing and I caught the glint in his eyes when he his fingers went back to the unveiling and felt how wet I was. I was beyond ready, nothing more needed as he started to pull his own clothes off in a jerk. As he came back to me, my eyes were closed, but they flew open when I felt the heavy thickness pressing against me. Then there was pressure and I gasped as my slickness allowed him entry.
His head went down on mine, as his hips thrust in fully. It was fast and too much all at once.
“Billy!”
Another inch or two as his hips ground against me. I was filled to the brim, while my insides quivered. Every squeeze of my walls made him groan in the most delicious way and pushed me to do it several times, until I had pushed him too much. Sitting up and back, he pulled me to him and started sawing in and out of me quickly.
I could no longer think of teasing him when I was so quickly pushed past my limit. I begged him to go harder. I just needed a bit more and then I had more than I could handle. Screaming out his name one last time, Billy ignored my pleas and went faster.
Billy bear-hugged my thighs, almost pulling me from the mattress as he took more and more as my need swirled around him. I could feel it making it easier to enter. Again I felt the stunning waves of pleasure fall over me and again his name was screamed loudly. That time though, he dropped my legs and covered my mouth.
“We are not alone here Gemma.”
I had forgotten or didn’t care, not really sure which one it was. I couldn’t stop the sounds and neither could his hand over my mouth. Then he was pushing hard one last time and it was Billy that couldn’t control the low groan that was a lot louder than I had been a moment before. I put my hand over his mouth and squeezed him tightly, milking every last bit of his hot seed out of him. I have never felt so complete and when he tried to roll off, I clamped down on him until he groaned. I could feel him throbbing with each clench of my inner muscles.
“Gemma. I need a minute.”
He had ignored me when I had the same request, so I ignored him, manipulating his member until it was ready again for my pleasure. I rolled him to him back, as I covered him quickly. Pressing my hands against his chest, I sat up fully and sighed. It was perfect. His hands went to my hips and slammed me down as his hips thrust upwards. I cursed and he smiled, telling me to bite my tongue.
It was a time before I was lucid again. My plan backfired, but I didn’t mind so much, barely able to move from the spot next to him, my head rising and falling with his hard chest.
As I lay there, I thought about the fact that he would soon be gone back to work. I didn’t want him to go. I didn’t ever want to not feel that way again. Life was too short to not be with the one I loved, whether I was supposed to love him or not. I didn’t know if I could take weeks without him being next to me. I knew that I didn’t want to wait weeks for him to do that to me again.
“I don’t want you to go.”
“I’m not going anywhere Gemma.”
“You are going to stay here on the ranch?”
“If I got to be a cowboy to be with you, then so be it. Has to be better than floating in the ocean for two weeks at a time, not able to lie next to you and feel you against me.”
He kissed the side of my neck as I sighed as my eyes closed.
“I couldn’t imagine it either. I am glad you are my cowboy Billy. I don’t know what I would do without you.”
“You never have to find out Gemma. I promise.”
~THE END~