CHAPTER 15
Rayna
I felt him hard against my thigh as I kissed him, ready for me. I giggled as I nibbled on his jaw and eased myself down over his broad chest. I didn’t know how he didn’t have a line of women wanting him and how I was the one that he was with.
I licked around his firm nipples before kissing each one slowly. I leaned closer and drew one between my teeth as his hands slid into my hair to hold me there, moaning my name. “You feel so goddamn good, Ray,” he told me as his fingers tugged out the braid wildly. He ran them through my wavy tresses as I made my way down his deliciously defined abdomen, memorizing every muscle before I stared at his thick cock. He was practically pulsing with need, and I moved further down to trace it with my tongue.
Declan begged me to take him, and I lowered my mouth over his body, taking him to the back of my throat in a sudden bob of my head. I loved his salty taste, sucking it from him as he let out a groan and lifted his hips slowly. “I want to come so deep in your throat, Rayna. I want you to taste all of me before I lick that sweet pussy of yours.” I whimpered, feeling my thong dampen at the words as he held my head in place and matched my movement with his body. He came hard, so fucking hard all the way in the back of my throat. I swallowed him down happily before he pulled me against him for a tight embrace.
I was flipped onto my back after several seconds of being held in his arms, watching him hover over me. He stared into my face, but I couldn’t see him before he leaned down to kiss my lips first before moving to my neck. His lips gave me goosebumps as I ran my hands through his hair, moaning his name.
Once he found my chest and moved over my nipples, sucking one between his lips firmly as I moved with him. God, it felt so good as he slipped between my legs and cupped me in his hands as he feasted on my nipples with his lips and teeth. His cock was hard again as it rested against my thigh, making me try to slide closer to his body as he held me still. “I am nowhere near done with you,” Declan warned me as I dropped my head back in frustration.
He teased my chest until I was raw before he moved down my stomach. I knew where he was going and my body trembled with anticipation. I went back to the first night together, one in which I should have been too nervous to have any kind of a good time. It was the opposite. I wanted everything that night and afterward, something that didn’t change with time.
I came with his tongue buried inside of me and his thumb stroking my clit hard and fast. I cried out his name as he held me still, prolonging my release before he pulled back and found my lips with his again. His tip nudged me open, sliding inside as our tongues met hungrily, bodies rocking together.
He pressed my legs back, pushing deeper inside of me as I let out a long cry. Oh fuck, he was stretching me, filling me as he clutched my thighs tightly. I was glad that we had a month since I could tell he was going to be rough with me, in the best way possible. I loved his touch, and I could feel him sliding over my G-spot as my body started to give in to him again. “Declan, I am so close. Don’t stop.”
“Never,” he grunted, thrusting inside of me until I was screaming his name, dropping my legs down as his body stilled over me. I felt his heat in me as he leaned down to kiss me before rolling beside me, making my body feel the void of his cock.
I moved my legs slowly as I pressed back against the mattress, sucking in air as I stretched. “That was incredible,” I murmured as I smiled into the air.
“Agreed,” Declan said as he reached over to stroke my stomach. “The best thing I did was find your agency, Rayna. I didn’t think that it…that it would lead to this.”
My veins filled with ice at his words, knowing that meeting me really meant. He could be in danger if James ever knew about him, being a controlling and abusive husband. I was risking both of our safety being here like this, but I was addicted to Declan.
Why couldn’t I just pack and leave the house before James arrived home? I had money but knew that he wouldn’t make it that easy since we had appearances to worry about. I knew that it was fear that kept me there and I cherished these moments with Declan before I had to return to reality.
“Rayna? Did I lose you?” Declan’s husky voice broke into my thoughts as I blinked and covered his hand with mine.
“I was just…thinking,” I mumbled as I held his large hand in mine. “I’m glad that you found me, too. This is too good, Declan.”
“I want you here with me as long as you can be, as long as you’re willing.” I nibbled my lip at his words, my hand frozen on his.
“Surely you have women trying to break your door down,” I joked, hating the idea of it. Any woman at the agency would be thrilled to have him as a customer.
“I am not that kind of man. I wasn’t unfaithful to my wife despite our differences and her personal choices.” Declan said as pain ripped through me.
“Declan, I am unfaithful just being here with you,” I reminded him in a broken voice as he moved closer to me. “This all feels amazing, but it is going to end. There’s no way around that.”
“There is. You could leave him,” Declan pressed me as I took a slow, deep breath.
“Leave him and be here with you?” I asked as I looked over at him. “You’re in the process of getting a divorce, Declan. You don’t want someone in your life that fast.”
“I am not asking you to marry me, but I do like you. I’ll help you out with anything,” Declan told me as he pressed his lips to my hair.
“You’re wonderful,” I said to him, rolling over to pull him close to me. “God, I wish it was that easy.”
“It is. Leave him now while he’s gone.” Declan found my lips and kissed me hard as I was rolled over his body. “I’ll help you get a place to live if you won’t stay here with me. I’ll do anything that I can.” His lips found mine again as I slid over his hardening cock with my body. “Fuck me, Rayna. I need to be inside if you again.”
Sex was the answer, and I went with it, sliding quickly over him. I didn’t care that he just fucked me so hard because my body craved him so much. We both moaned as he filled me, my skin pressed to his for a fleeting second before I started to move. All our emotions were out into this sex, this wild coupling. I knew that I had some for him that were building slowly in my mind, making me wonder what a new life might be like.
What was I thinking?
I rode him harder, wondering where I had the energy as I searched for the desired orgasm that he always gave me. I could never get enough of Declan, and that thought scared me as I cried out his name. I rode him through my release, feeling his as he cupped my ass. Once I dropped beside him, we were too tired to talk any more, falling asleep tangled together.
I woke in the morning to sunlight and the smell of coffee. I glanced around to see that I was alone and took a moment to think about last night. It had to be addressed, but in doing so, I might be leaving this house forever. I might be leaving Declan.
It wasn’t fair to be here. It didn’t make sense for Declan to have any feelings for me given his own situation, since I was just…well, me. Why did he want to save me so much?
“Coffee?” His voice broke into my thoughts, making me jump as I looked towards the door. “Sorry. I thought I’d check since it was brewed.”
“Sure. Thank you.” I looked at the blue sky out of the windows as he brought me the cup in his hand. “This doesn’t feel like LA to me.”
“It’s hard to come by, but moments like that deserve to be cherished.” He smiled towards the windows as I took the cup from him. “That’s why I picked this house. It was just private enough, away from the city. I know that it probably won’t be a forever place, but it seemed like it was worth the investment.”
“I think so,” I replied before I sipped from the cup. Declan knew just how I liked it. “Perfect. Thank you.”
“You said that already,” His smile was soft as he looked down at me, covered only by the sheet on his huge bed.
“I don’t think I could stop saying it and do you justice, Declan.” My eyes locked with his for a moment before he licked his lips, turning his eyes away from me. I saw how dark they were and knew that he wanted me, just as I did him.
“I am going to fix some breakfast for us. Bacon and eggs good?” He asked as my stomach growled. “It seems so. Relax. Enjoy your coffee. I’ll bring it back when I’m done.”
“When did you get up?” I asked as he started to leave the room.
“Six. I did some work out in the living room for a while and watched a game to let you sleep.” He smiled back at me as I frowned. “I am a bit of a workaholic, and I wake up early a lot with some task in mind.” Declan disappeared, and I wanted to run after him, shedding the sheet and going after him naked. I didn’t though, forcing myself to relax and enjoy the coffee.
True to his word, he poked his head into the room a short time later. “Want to eat in here or out at the table?”
I’d been tormenting myself with thoughts of him, and I could feel my willpower slipping. I pushed the covers aside, revealing my spread legs and glistening pussy. “Right here.” I’d been idly stroking myself for the past few minutes but circled my clit firmly as his eyes locked on the movement. “I need you.”
“You’re fucking irresistible, Ray.” He only stayed in the doorway for a moment before stepping forward, still watching me intently. “Work that clit, baby.” He knew well that it was the key to all my pleasure and I let out a moan as I shivered. He was only dressed in some sweats, and I saw the hardening of his cock through the gray material as he knelt before me. Declan rubbed a hand over his groin slowly as I slipped two fingers inside of myself, pumping slowly as he reached out to stroke my clit with his thumb.
“Ohhhhhh,” I murmured as I arched my back and pumped harder. My whole pussy was tingling as we worked together and I knew that I was going to come soon. I felt it deep inside as well as in the way my body wrapped tightly around my fingers. “Declan.”
“Let. It. Go.” His words were firm as he increased the speed over my nub, my hand pressing against him as I fucked myself harder. I came with a hard jerk, stilling my hand as I closed my eyes. I was coming back to reality when he pulled my hand out to suck on my fingers before his tongue was stroking my sensitive skin. “Jesus. You’re so wet.” His tongue lapped at me, separating my folds to clean me thoroughly as I felt myself easing towards another release. “So sweet.” He circled my swollen, firm clit for a long moment and I gripped his head as teeth brushed against me.
His tongue slipped inside of me as I came again, moaning his name with every pulse of the release. “Declan…need you. Please.” I felt him move in and out of me with his thick tongue a few times before moving away from me. I opened my eyes to see him stripping, his cock hard for me as I stared at his body.