CHAPTER THREE
Ellie
My head was spinning a bit as I leaned back in the chair. I barely drank, and I couldn’t count how much whiskey I’d had tonight. It felt good to just forget everything for a while and I smiled, laughing as the freedom washed over me.
Playing truth or dare with these two was going to be the death of me. They’d already been hot when I got here, but now that I’d showered and had some liquor, they were getting more appealing by the moment. Of course, Chris started asking sexual themed questions from the beginning, catching me off guard. I was both aroused and embarrassed since I was probably the only twenty-two-year-old virgin in the world. I didn’t need the answers of the questions to know that they were worlds apart from me that way. Women’s panties probably melted for these two.
“Ellie? It’s your turn.” I blinked and looked up, realizing that I’d gotten lost in my own thoughts.
“Oh. Okay.” I tried to think of what to say, going for deep over sexual. “Truth or dare, Miller.” I watched as his brows shot up, a smile spreading over his stunning face.
“Truth,” he said huskily, making my nipples pebble under the shirt. This guy was a cold asshole but so damn hot. I adjusted my clothing and pulled my legs up to my chest.
“Have you ever been engaged?” I asked, feeling the pain slice through me. I needed to know of anyone was hurting the way that I was. His face darkened, and he tossed back the whiskey. I glanced at Chris to see the shock pass over his face as his jaw set. I felt like I said the wrong thing entirely here and Miller worked his jaw for a moment.
“I have.” I nodded and stared at the floor, wondering what she’d been like. Why did it end?
“Ellie? Truth or dare?” Chris asked, and I told him truth. He asked how many men or women I’d had sex with and I blushed deeply. Here goes nothing.
“None.” I stared at him as his mouth dropped open, feeling brave from the whiskey.
“Never?” Miller asked as I nodded.
“I was going to, but he proved that he wasn’t worth it.” Brent was going to be my first. I was planning it for our anniversary in a month, feeling like I’d made him wait so long. I just needed to be sure. Now I knew that he probably never had any intention of waiting for me.
“Huh. That’s a surprise,” Chris murmured as he looked me over.
Miller took his turn and asked me if I’d done anything up to penetration before. I flushed a deep pink and shrugged.
“I think you call it felt up? I have been touched but not in that way.” I felt my thighs tingling as I answered, wondering what it would feel like to have their hands on me, their mouths. I went into a fantasy of having both of them at the same time and my breasts ached with need at the idea. If I was going to give up my innocence, it might as well be with these two.
“How, Ellie? You’re gorgeous.” Chris said as I smiled weakly.
“I was stubborn. I don’t know,” I replied, shrugging again.
Miller took his turn and eased up by asking me if I liked having my neck kissed. I said yes and licked my lips as I considered my next move. The tension in the room was so thick that you could cut it with a knife and I blinked slowly.
“This is for both of you. Truth or dare?” I finally asked as they looked at each other with curious expressions. I said the last word a touch louder, hoping that they went for the dare. I was feeling brave right now and didn’t want my courage to fade.
Chris stared at Miller for a moment before he looked back at me.
“Dare.” They spoke together, and I pressed my thighs together.
“Will you guys take me? Together?” I asked as Chris stared at me. “I was so stupid for saving it and I want it over with. I want to move on and to be honest, I’m unbelievably attracted to both of you. I don’t want to choose.”
“Are you asking because you’re drunk, Ellie?” Miller asked me as I narrowed my eyes in thought.
“It gave me the courage but I want this.” Desire flooded me and I swallowed thickly. “I’m here and not going anywhere for a while. I know that you guys wouldn’t take it further than I wanted or hurt me.” How did I know that? I might have just asked these two to assault me.
Looking into their faces, I knew they wouldn’t.
“We won’t but… you’re drunk. I’d like to start slow with you tonight. I want to prepare you for this. A triad can get intense,” Chris assured me as I nodded slowly. “Can we kiss you? Touch you?”
“Yes,” I whispered as I watched him drink the last of his whiskey. He leaned forward, and I dropped my feet to the ground as I watched him suck in his breath. Chris held out his hand, and I moved forward, taking it as pulled me between him and Miller. I turned to fall backwards against the cushion, catching my breath before a warm mouth covered mine. I moaned as heat passed between us, not even sure if this was Chris that was kissing me. I no longer cared.
The kiss deepened as I felt his lips trying to part mine. I gave in, and my tongue slipped forward to meet the one entering my mouth. My entire body was on fire, and I felt a hand cupping my breast over the shirt. I felt lips on the back of my neck as I arched my body forward, urging the hand to take more of me.