August
After my week with my family, I was sure I wanted to stay right where I was, in the Marine Corp. There wasn’t a life for me anywhere else. My sister had a bunch of kids, and our parents doted on them. It was fantastic that they had such rich lives, but mine would feel empty compared to what all they had.
I was better off being a soldier. And the guys on my team thought so too. They were happy when I signed the reenlistment papers.
And I had to admit that things hadn’t been all that bad. We’d had successful missions, and I thought less and less about Tawny. Digging into my work, I let my head be in the present rather than in the past as it had been so much of the time.
The guys and I would be heading out on a surveillance detail later that night. I was grabbing a quick bite before taking a little nap. Another Marine, a woman we called Cinderella, as she had blonde hair and blue eyes, bumped my shoulder as I picked up a soda. “Hey, you.”
“Cinderella.” I handed her a soda. “Soda?”
“Don’t mind if I do.” She took it from my hand, and I found her smiling at me. “I heard you’ve got a little thing tonight. I suppose you’ll be taking yourself a little nap so that you can stay sharp later.”
With a nod, I pointed at the ham sandwiches. “Care for one of these?”
“Sure.” She picked one up and grabbed one for me too. “So, what I’m thinking is that you and I can have a little lunch then I could take a nap with you, Crash.”
Walking to take a seat at an empty table, I now knew what she had on her mind. “You’ve got an itch, huh?”
She took a seat, then pulled her hair back with one hand and wrapped a hairband around it to make a ponytail. “A bad one. I figured you might be nice enough to help me out.”
Unwrapping the sandwich, I took a hearty bite of it. I chewed it up as I thought about what she wanted. I didn’t have an itch that needed to be scratched though.
It had been more months than I cared to count since I’d had sex. I’d jerked off a lot but hadn’t had any real sex.
Cinderella was pretty. I liked her well enough. And we were both Marines, which meant we knew what sex meant. It was just sex, nothing more or less than that. A physical thing that most people had to do every so often or they would go mad.
It should’ve been easy to help her out. I had no idea why it wasn’t coming to me so easy.
Tawny hadn’t been looming in my dreams that much. Not nearly as much as she had the first four years. I was well into my fifth year now. Maybe the memory of her was finally fading away.
But if that was so, then why wasn’t I jumping on the opportunity to jump on Cinderella?
“I’ve been having this fantasy,” she said, then took a drink of the soda. “It’s making me nuts. I keep seeing myself sucking a cock. I’m loving it. You know, licking it, sucking it, deep throating it. And then cum shoots all over my face, and I’m all rubbing it into my skin and all over my face.”
My cock thumped. “That’s interesting.”
So then I was wondering if there would be actual penetration or not. If there wasn’t any, then I might be into it. And then I shook my head and had no idea why I’d done that.
Tawny’s face came into my brain. Her long hair. Her soft skin. She was reaching out to me, beckoning me to come to her.
“I’m out, Cinderella.” The words slipped out of my mouth without me realizing they had.
“Damn.” She munched on her sandwich. “Do you mind me asking you why Crash? I mean, not to push you or anything. It’s just that I want to know if something is disgusting about me that I need to fix.”
“Nothing is disgusting about you.” I found myself fumbling for the right words. I didn’t want to make the girl think she wasn’t attractive or worthy of a good fucking. “It’s me.”
She nodded then she looked me in the eyes. “You’ve haven’t been with a lot of women here the way a lot of the guys have. Do you have someone back home that you’ve been keeping a secret?”
Do I?
I hadn’t kept Tawny a secret from the guys in my group. But Tawny wasn’t my girl back home either. She was just the girl who’d given me one hell of a going away present the night before I left.
“Not really,” I finally answered.
“No?” She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand. “If you want, you don’t have to do a thing but let me suck you off. That’s the one thing that’s been on my mind, you know.”
And there I was again, shaking my head, wondering how the fuck I was turning down a free blowjob. But I was. “Nah.”
She looked over her shoulder to make sure no one was around before turning around and leaning in to whisper, “You know, sometimes when you wait too long between times of having sex, you can actually lose your libido. I think that might be what’s happened to you, Crash.” She chewed on her lower lip, trying to look sexy. “My pussy is hot and throbbing. It wants you to fuck it so bad. My nipples are so hard they could cut glass right now; they want to be in your mouth so bad. Your cock is so big and would feel so great inside my tight box, Crash. Or would you rather I call you August for this?”
My cock had thumped with her sexy words. “Yeah, call me August.” I hadn’t let any of the girls I’d been with since I’d joined the Marines call me by my real name. Maybe she was right. Maybe it would help.
I closed my eyes as I listened to her go on, “August, my cunt is aching to be filled with your huge cock. I want to suck that cock until it explodes down my throat. August, I want to feel your cock in my tight asshole and I want you to make me cry and beg for mercy before you let me come.” She must’ve gotten up and come around behind me as I felt her warm breath on my ear. “I want you to fuck me up the ass, in my cunt, and in my mouth. Fuck me, August. Please.”
“Go to your room and wait.” I growled the words as my cock throbbed inside my pants.
I kept my eyes closed until I heard the door close and knew she was gone. Then I got up and went to the bathroom, splashing water in my face, I looked into the mirror, and it wasn’t my reflection that I saw.
It was Tawny!