August
Panting, I turned over to cover Tawny’s body with mine. Plunging my hard cock back into her, I looked into her green eyes. She ran one hand through my dark waves as she arched up to meet each thrust I gave her. “August, I wish you didn’t have to go.”
I kissed her lips to make her be quiet. I couldn’t hear her say that again. I had to go. That was that. I couldn’t give her any more than one night. In time, I hoped she would understand that.
As my tongue curled around hers, her hands moved across my back, flowing over every muscle as if she was trying to memorize them and the way each one felt. As I undulated, they rippled beneath her palms, and she groaned with desire.
The groan she made vibrated her insides, and I found that to be very pleasurable. My cock thumped, then she pushed her body up as she had another climax. “God!”
Never had I had such an effect on a girl. Time after time, I had made her come. And this time her body made mine give in and I filled her cunt with my semen as I roared with pleasure.
Her nails bit into my back as she held me tight until our breathing had settled and we came back to reality. Reality wasn’t where I wanted to be that night. So I laughed and got off her, picked her up and carried her to the shower. “Let’s wash off so we can get all dirty again, baby.”
A sexy smile curved her pink lips as she wrapped her arms around my neck. “I’m up for that.”
In the shower, her body had rivers of warm water running all over it, beckoning me to drink from them. Kissing her neck, I sucked the water from it as I pinned her body to the warm tiled walls.
Her breasts smashed against my chest as I couldn’t seem to get close enough to her. When she pulled one leg up, running her foot along the back of my leg, I couldn’t help myself. I took her leg behind the knee and pulled it up then pushed my cock that had gone hard again into her tight pussy.
We both moaned as we connected again.
“I could live inside of you, baby.” I kissed my way up her neck then bit her earlobe. “I wish I had done this a long time ago. Your body was made for me.”
She pulled her other leg up to wrap it around my waist as I fucked her again. Pushing in and pulling out, I kissed her sweet lips that were swollen from all the kissing we’d already been doing.
The claw marks she’d left on my back burned as the water ran over them. I didn’t care. I loved the way it felt. And I loved the fact that I would have a reminder of this time for at least a little while.
And I wanted to leave my marks on her too. I pulled my mouth away from hers. She whimpered in protest. But when I went to work on her neck, that whimper turned into a deep, guttural moan, “Yes, August.”
Nothing was as sweet as her flesh in my mouth, against mine, and being inside of her. I had never been so into anyone. And the fact I had waited so long to do this, almost completely missing the opportunity, seemed criminal to me.
There was nowhere I would rather be than in between Tawny Matthew’s long legs. But I had to leave the next morning. And I had never felt more torn in my entire life.
Whispering in her ear, I said, “If I could stay, I would. I want you to know that. And I want you to know that this is special. This is beyond anything I’ve ever felt, Tawny. I mean that.”
She tugged my hair to pull me back so that she could look at me. “I know you’re my first and all, but this is so good it doesn’t seem real. I keep thinking I’m going to wake up and find out this has all been a dream.”
“Me too.” I kissed her again because I just couldn’t stop myself. Cupping her ass in my hands, I lifted her up and down to stroke my hard cock with her supple, tight cunt until she was crying out my name and coming all over me.
I shot another load into her as we both gasped with the sensation that left us breathless.
When I opened my eyes, I saw what looked like tears rolling down her cheeks along with the water from the shower. And I felt like crying too. It was all so insanely great, but was it all too good to be true?
One night would never be enough. But it was going to be all we had anyway.
As we looked into each other’s eyes, staying connected the way we had been, I saw my life with her go by in an instant. A white church, she had on a white dress, then there was a baby in her arms, and I was on my knees as she rocked it. Years flashed by, and she and I sat on a porch, rocking back and forth as the sun set.
Tawny and I might not ever have a life together, but in that moment, we did.
“Tawny, I love you more than you’ll ever understand. You will live in me forever. No matter what happens, you have my heart. I promise you this.” I kissed her again and felt the heat of her tears as they ran over my lips.
A hand on my shoulder, shaking me awake, pulled me out of the dream. Sonic stood over me, looking toward the entrance of the cave we had been sent to guard. One of the caverns inside of it housed a large number of guns and ammunition we had found that belonged to the enemy. “Crash, I heard something outside the cave.”
“Fuck!” I rolled out of bed and went to wake the others. Pacman, Link, and Cloud had all fallen asleep too. Sonic had guard duty and if he said he had heard something that just meant we were most likely about to have a fight over those guns.
Waking up from such a great dream only to face a fight wasn’t my idea of fair, and I looked up and shook a fist at the Lord above. “You aren’t funny, dude.”
As we all got into position, I found myself wishing that I had said all the things to Tawny in real life that I had in the dream I’d just had. Things hadn’t ended with such resolve as she deserved.
Another year had passed without seeing or hearing from her. Not that I even expected to, but one never knew. I had no idea what she had done with her life, after all. For all, I knew she might show up here one day out of the blue.
God knew I had seen people from my past, as we passed in various camps. Guys and girls I had gone to school with had crossed paths with me during the last three years. We never talked about home though. It was weird when we saw each other, the few times I had seen someone I knew. It was like we weren’t supposed to be here in this place that it seemed as if God had forsaken.
Like ghosts on our own journeys, we would wave, nod, or simply stare into each other’s eyes as we walked past one another. Frankly, I didn’t like it at all.
I wondered what would happen if Tawny and I crossed paths one day. And even as I wondered about that, I prayed she and I would never cross paths where I was.
To bring that sweet girl to a place like this would be a horrible mistake. She was an angel in the darkness, in my eyes. She didn’t belong where I had gone.
But maybe one day, back in the States, she and I could find each other again and pick back up where we had left off.
Leaning against the dark cave wall, I held my knife in my hand, waiting for the first person to come inside. I hadn’t heard a thing yet. I figured the sounds Sonic had heard had been pretty far off.
As I waited, I thought about Tawny. Surely a girl like her was dating someone or in a relationship. Hell, she might even be married.
What would it feel like to come upon her with another man? A man she would introduce to me as her husband?
The pain in my stomach told me I didn’t really want that to happen. Maybe wishing so hard for us to meet up again one day was a big mistake.
Maybe I should just be happy that I had such vivid dreams about the woman and left it at that. Almost every time I slept, I had some kind of dream about her. Sometimes it was purely sexual, other times it was more intimate and loving, and then other times it would be like we were out on a real date.
Through my dreams in the last three years, I had lived a life with that girl. In a way, I thought it was crazy. In another way, I thought it was a miracle.
Whatever it was, I couldn’t have stopped it if I wanted to. And I didn’t want to. She was part of my subconscious. I didn’t think anyone could erase her from there. I didn’t think I would allow anyone to erase her.
The sounds of people talking echoed in the main entrance of the cave. We all exchanged looks as we prepared ourselves to annihilate them all. It sounded like seven different voices. We knew there would at least be seven of them, and possibly more.
As always when I was about to attack, my heartrate slowed down. My body lost all the tension that had been built up while I waited. Loose and lucid; I readied myself for what was about to happen.
The enemy had no idea we were there. They were talking amongst themselves even as they entered the dark corridor. Sonic and I covered the right. Link and Pacman covered the left. Cloud was at the back of the cave, what we called the throat of it, as it narrowed to the space of only four feet for a short distance. After that, it opened into the cavern with the guns and ammunition in it.
We allowed them to get well into the cave before making ourselves known. There were ten in all, and we took the stragglers at the back out first with silent slits to their throats, then eased their limp bodies to the floor.
Sonic and I had three out when the others noticed what we had done. Link and Pacman put the fourth and fifth on the floor as the others charged at us.
Now the men who had been at the front had their backs to Cloud, a very terrible mistake for them all. Cloud moved like a mist between them, taking one down after another. That left only a few for us to take on.
Sonic and I noticed at the same time as one man tried to draw a gun from a holder on his waist. There could be no sound of gunfire. The sound traveled amazingly fast and unbelievably far as well out of caves and into the surrounding desert.
We could not have that. So, we converged on that man until he was no longer breathing, and the gun was kept silent.
The cave floor was littered with bodies and blood when we were done. “When night falls, we’ll get them out of here. Radio it in, Crash,” Link ordered me.
I called in what we needed: a covered truck to haul the bodies away and something to clean up the blood with. The guns and ammunition had been secured and the enemy slain. We had done what we’d been sent to do. Another mission successfully accomplished.