Chapter Twenty-Four
Lindsey
Thursday
“Oh, Adam, I really think I’m falling for you.”
He danced with me for a while and dipped me towards the ground. As he moved his head towards me, a rose appeared between his lips as if from nowhere. I felt certain it hadn’t been there before, but I didn’t question it. I simply tilted my head back further and slid my eyes closed as I waited for that kiss. I knew how incredible his mouth felt against mine and I couldn’t wait for that sensation to come again….
“Huh, what?” I bolted upright rapidly in the bed as if something had shocked me awake. The memories of my dream still filled my mind. I’d been so close to getting a kiss from Adam, and to be honest, I was quite mad about the fact that it hadn’t come true. All I wanted was to feel his lips against mine for real.
Luckily for me, I’d stayed the night at Adam’s and he was lying right next to me. I smirked down at him and watched his chest rise and fall as he slept peacefully. With the memories of him holding me and dancing with me, all I wanted to do was wake him up. Was that cruel? Probably, but I didn’t care. There was a burning sensation in my loins that desperately needed satisfying.
“Hey, Adam.” I shook his as I whispered, but all that happened was he batted me off him. “Adam, wake up.”
Nope. That wasn’t working. I pouted out my lip in annoyance as the burning turned into a deep throb that needed satisfaction. I wanted him now, more than ever before, the feelings had transformed from something much more erotic. If I didn’t get him awake soon, my fingers might have to satisfy me instead… But what was the point of that when he was right here?
A cheeky idea consumed me for a moment, which I decided to just go with. I knew if I gave myself even a second to talk myself out of it then I would, so I didn’t. I yanked the duvet up over my head and I pushed myself downwards in the bed. As I did, my heart thundered. I could barely stand the tension, it was just too much. An unexpected giggle burst past my lips causing my hands to clap across my mouth to silence me.
My eyes bulged when I saw what Adam had waiting for me under the covers. Thank God, he preferred to sleep naked, and I was also truly grateful that he was having some sort of sexy dream that already had him aroused. It made it so much easier to do what I wanted to do.
I traced my finger up and down his thick length, breathing so deeply that I was almost panting. The idea that Adam was blissfully asleep up there, completely unaware of what I was doing, it caused a deep throbbing wetness to ache between my legs.
I placed a gently kiss on his tip as my fingers clutched onto the base of his shaft. Then I parted my lips and I tightly wrapped my lips around him, relishing in the sweet salty taste that awaited me there. I licked up all the precum that sat at the top of him enjoying the excitable sensations that filled me.
“Mmm,” I heard Adam moan from above the sheets. He sounded sleepy, like he hadn’t quite woken up yet. Clearly, I was giving him the best dream ever. “Oh.”
I slid my lips down further and took him as far down to the back of my throat as I could manage. When he hit the back of my mouth I struggled for a second, but I kept him there until I got more used to the feeling. It felt good to have him stretching out my mouth and filling me up. It seemed that everything to do with him was sexy as hell to me.
“Oh, God. Oh, Lindsey.”
I wasn’t sure if he was awake or not yet, but I continued going. I bobbed my head up and down until his fingers knotted into my hair, proving that I’d finally got his attention. He guided me for a while, pushing himself into my mouth, and I willingly let him. This was what I wanted when I started this.
“Fuck, Lindsey,” he growled as his thighs tensed and his back arched. “You are too fucking much. Do you really think this is the way to wake me up?”
I couldn’t answer him, but I did flicker my tongue all over him enthusiastically. He bucked his hips and rolled against me, losing himself to the sensations.
“This is too much,” he panted. “I need to be inside you. If you stop right now, I might just have the strength to do that.”
I didn’t want to. It disappointed me to pull my mouth away, but I did just because my core freaking needed him. That was the whole idea behind this, anyway. If I didn’t, it would never forgive me for leaving myself untouched. As I took myself off him, Adam hooked his hands up under my arm pits and pulled me right up to his lips. I kissed him as my legs spread across him. I straddled him desperately, needing him now. I ached for him, I angled towards him, but I didn’t get what I needed.
I hooked my fingers around his neck and kissed him with all the passion that I felt deeply inside. Adam knew I wanted him inside me, but he didn’t give me that right away. Instead, he brushed his finger lightly over my clit, making me shudder violently. I was already too sensitive from how turned on I’d made myself. This was almost too much.
Then his fingers moved away from my nub and slipped into me hard. There wasn’t anything gentle or sweet with his actions. I was so excited, so carried away, that I rode his hand hard. I slid myself up and down, causing him to pump me hard and fast.
“Oh fuck, Adam,” I gasped loudly. “That feels so fucking good.”
With that, he slipped his hand out and reached across to his beside cabinet to grab a condom. As he tore it open with his teeth and rolled it down himself, I panted desperately. I could hardly wait for him. I needed him inside of me before I screamed in utter frustration.
Once he was ready for me, I pushed his hand away and I slid down onto him, taking control of my own pleasure. I didn’t even care how needy I came across. I needed him, God damn it!
“Oh God, Lindsey, you are incredible.” Adam buried his face into my neck as I rode him hard and fast. I groaned and lolled my head backwards enjoying the feel of his mouth against the sensitive skin of my neck. “You are just…”
He couldn’t talk anymore because the pleasure had a tight grip on him. It did me, too; despite the fact that I’d been pleasuring him for so much longer than he had me, I was at the same stage as him. I rolled my hips harder and faster, his thrusts brushed against me, my head was spinning, heady with lust… I just couldn’t stand it.
“Oh, Adam,” I moaned as he grunted into my throat. “Oh fuck.”
This was the perfect idea. Waking him up like this was fucking amazing for the pair of us. As the wet heat circled through my system, I yelled and cried out louder than I ever had before. Knowing that we were at the same stage intensified everything. The sensations were too much. I could barely control myself.
I dug my fingers tightly into his shoulders, probably piercing his skin as I pulled myself up to his tip and pushed myself down to the base of him over and over again, hitting my G spot repeatedly. I loved having control – I hadn’t realized that about myself before, but now I knew it. Adam was teaching me more about my sexuality than I ever thought possible.
It didn’t help stop me from falling, though.
“Oh my God. Adam, it’s too good. It’s too…”
As the sheer bliss crashed through me like a tsunami, I fell against him. He clutched me tight to his chest, holding me at my most vulnerable moment. We yelled and bucked together, falling apart in one another’s arms. Somehow that was the most intense bonding experience of all – I hadn’t ever felt anything so romantic. It was too much.
Fuck, this is everything, this is incredible, Adam is wonderful…
Stop it, I tried to warn myself as the pleasure burst through me. Stop falling.
But I couldn’t. I knew I couldn’t. Especially when the sensations flooded me in such a powerful way.
“You are amazing,” I laughed and panted as we collapsed on the sheets next to each other. I was breathless, high as a kite, almost hysterical. “Honestly, Adam that was…phew!”
“I’m amazing – what about you?” He sounded a little blown away, to be honest. I almost forgot that he had been asleep when all of this started. “I have never been woken up like that before. That was…it really was something else. Honestly, it made my dreams on another level before I realized that it was real.”
“Never?” I twisted myself onto one side to stare at him. By the looks of it, Adam had stars in his eyes. “You really haven’t ever been woken up like that before?” I imagined that he’d probably been with the kinkiest, sexiest women ever, so this was a huge shock to me. “I’m struggling to believe that.”
“No,” he laughed and rolled his eyes at me. “I haven’t. You’re the first one who’s done something so inventive. Does that make you happy?” He gave me a curious look as if he suddenly saw something in me that he hadn’t before. “That seems to make you happy.”
“Not as happy as if you were about to make me breakfast right now. Maybe as a repayment for the early Christmas present?”
“Christmas present, huh? I like that.”
Adam pushed himself into a sitting position and leaned down to kiss me on the top of my head. The sweet romantic gesture only confused me further. I started to think that maybe Denise was right. I did trust Adam, and I did think I knew what I was doing, but there was a chance that I would end up way more into him than he was me. If that happened, I wasn’t sure how I’d be able to extract myself. I felt like I was in too deep already.
As long as I didn’t fall in love – that was the main thing. Falling was one thing, but I as long as love never came into the equation then all would be fine.
“I’ll cook you the best breakfast you’ve ever had. Feel free to have a shower while I do, if you want.”
“Thank you.”
As he walked away my heart soared. Again he was naked; it was almost as if he didn’t notice that he had no clothes on while he was inside. His tight butt made my heart skip a beat. I couldn’t stand it. It made me bite down on my bottom lip just to keep my feelings in. He was too much, too gorgeous, I wanted to lock him in this bedroom and keep him to myself forever more.
Right, time to take a shower, I thought as I pushed myself off the bed. I needed to cool the hell down if I didn’t want to act out on all these confusing feelings racing round in my body. Time to be human again. I need to act normal.