The show was fantastic and it filled me with so much excitement and an even greater appreciation and love for music that I’m practically bursting at the seams. The crowd is screaming for us and I’m pretty sure they are chanting “Staked” as Caleb finishes up the last of our final song for the evening. I look into the wings to see Dad smiling and Mum dancing along with Anna and Sia, Aston and Chad’s mums. I lean my back harder into Aston and he rests his head on my shoulder and I chuckle as we play the last chords of the song. Then as we finish we all cheer and raise our hands in the air.

“We are so glad you could all come out here tonight. Did you have a good time?” Caleb asks and the girls all scream.

“Well, that’s all we have time for and coming up next is the band you’ve all been waiting for… Slayed! But for now, just know that we love you guys and this show wouldn’t have been any fun without you. So if you loved us, just remember you have been Staked,” Caleb says then puts his hand out and drops the microphone to the ground like the bad boy rocker that he is. I laugh as I unplug my guitar and Aston takes my hand raising it in the air and the crowd cheer. I smile at him and he chuckles as we walk hand in hand off the stage while the roar of the crowd becomes so loud, way beyond anything I’ve ever heard before.

“That was amazing,” I yell in his ear, so he can hear over the crazy noise of the crowd.

“I know, I’m so pumped,” he says and I notice I have a little spring in my step.

As we walk down the stairs to the back of the stage, Dad comes up and hugs me.

“Well done, Annie, you did so good,” he says sounding so proud.

“Thanks, Dad. Now go and show them how it’s really done,” I reply and he smiles and Johnny slaps him on the back.

“Ready to go?” he asks Dad.

He nods and leans in kissing my head.

“Go and celebrate, and after the show we can all celebrate together,” he says and a rush of adrenalin spikes through me. I feel a blast of excitement flowing over me and right now I’m so high on life I just want to explode, nothing could break this high I’m on.

“Have fun, Dad,” I say as I bounce on the spot. He smiles and then walks off with the rest of Slayed as Mum goes up to him to wish him good luck.

I rush over to Aston and wrap my arms around his neck wanting him near me so bad I’m aching for him. He chuckles and picks me up by my waist and spins me around.

“That was the best feeling ever,” he says and I can’t wait anymore to be joined with him in some way. My lips forcefully take his and he slowly lowers me back to the ground and his hands run up my back and into my hair as his tongue dances with mine. I push him, so he backs up against a wall and I kiss him so hard it’s taking my breath away, hopefully, his too. I lean every inch of me against his body. The energy I’m feeling right now is surging through me so rapidly, I just need every inch of Aston I can get to help fuel the fire that’s burning inside me. I don’t care about anyone seeing us as I know they’d all be watching Dad go up on stage, so I kiss Aston with everything I have in me. He starts to chuckle and I pull back and look at him raising an eyebrow. He smirks and rests his forehead against mine.

“Lennox, I love it when you’re excited like this. It turns me on.”

Suddenly I have a great idea. Taking his hand, I start to walk off pulling him with me. He chuckles and walks fast as I drag him quickly away from the stage.

“Where are we going?”

“Somewhere private.”

We get to a green room and the door is shut, but I don’t pay any attention to whose it is. I pull Aston to me and wrap my arms around him needing him close to me again.

“What’s going on in that head of yours?” he asks and I smirk and lean in kissing him strongly.

He groans and leans his whole body into mine and I can feel his boner against my thigh. I smile while kissing him because that’s exactly what I was counting on. He pushes me against the door and I move my hand from around him to the door handle and open it. He chuckles as the door opens and he backs me inside.

We part lips for a moment to look around the room and there’s no one in here, so I turn back to him and his lips meet mine again. The adrenalin flowing through me is electric. The buzz from the show, mixed with the lust I’m feeling for Aston is making me scorching hot and very excited. He backs me up toward a sofa and I giggle as we continue to kiss. The backs of my legs hit the sofa and I fall onto it and Aston follows me down leaning his entire weight on top of me. The sofa is quite large and wide so we fit perfectly.

His tongue dances with mine and I part my legs so he can position his lower half in between them. I moan into his mouth as I feel his cock pushing through his jeans and rubbing against me. Our breathing is rushed through our noses as we kiss frantically. My hands are running through his hair holding him to me. I don’t want to let him go. I want to be as close as possible to him and right now this feels like the absolute right thing to do.

He grinds his hips into mine and I moan with the tension between my legs. My clit is starting to throb and I already know I’m wet for him. He grinds into me again, so I move my hands down to the base of his vest and I lift upward revealing his muscular back. He pulls his lips from mine and looks down at me breathlessly.

“You wanna get naked?” he asks and I giggle and nod. “What if someone walks in?”

I shake my head. “Ast, Slayed are performing right now. No one in their right mind is going to miss their first concert in over a year,” I say and he smiles and leans up so I can take off his vest. I look down at his abs pressing against my stomach and I lick my lips. He moves back down kissing me hard and fast as my fingernails dig into his back. He continues to rock into me and I moan loudly letting out some of the energy flowing through me.

He moves his hand down and lifts up my shirt and we sit up as he straddles me and pulls it off over my head. He leans in kissing me again as his hands slide around my back and unclip my bra. He pulls it off me and places it on the floor next to our shirts.

“God, I love your tits, Lennox,” he says and leans down taking a nipple into his mouth. I love it when he does that. I run my hand through his hair and he gently bites on my nipple sending a shockwave straight to my clit. Which is now throbbing uncontrollably. I move my hand down to his jeans and he gets the hint straight away and stands up and pulls them down taking them off with his shoes, leaving him naked in front of me. His muscular and toned body sends a shock wave of lust right through me and I want him so badly right now. I stop staring at him and move my hands to my jeans button and undo them as he takes off my combat boots. I slide my pants and panties down my arse and then he moves in and slides them off the rest of the way. I giggle as he moves back in over me and I lay back on the sofa. His body encases me and there’s nowhere I feel safer than naked with Aston. His hard cock is pushing against me and I open my legs wide letting him near me. He rubs against me and we both pant feeling our privates melding together. We’re not having sex, just rubbing against each other like we always do, but this time I want to go that step further. It feels so right and what better way to celebrate our first tour show than by going all in with my boyfriend?

I pull my lips from him trying to catch my breath from the undeniable throbbing between my legs. He continues to kiss me moving from my cheek down to my neck where he licks and sucks gently. He moves his body slightly from mine and I open my eyes wide thinking he’s going to stop this when his hand travels down from my hair across my chest. He squeezes softly on my breast and then tweaks my nipple. I gasp from the feeling as his hand continues down and moves in between my legs. I moan as his finger connects with my clit and his lips come back to mine. His dick is twitching against my leg and I know he wants this to go further just like I do, but he won’t do anything until I give him the go ahead.

“Touch me, Aston,” I whimper into his mouth and then his tongue is dancing with mine as he slides two fingers inside me. He’s gotten so good at this, he knows exactly where to push and stroke to make me feel complete ecstasy. His thumb grazes against my clit as his fingers move inside me. I arch my back wanting him inside me deeper and he gets the hint. He pushes his dick into the side of my leg even further as he starts to move his hips, so he can get some friction too. I can’t wait to see his face when I tell him my idea. We’ve waited long enough.

He pushes in deeper and it makes me gasp at the feelings engulfing me. I clench my eyes tight as he kisses me firmly but with passion. My breathing hitches as he moves quicker inside me, in and out at an even tempo and it’s working me up fast. The excitement of the show and of doing this with him right now is making everything heightened. I’m enjoying the feelings engulfing my body right now. I’m burning hot and I start to moan with each thrust of his fingers. His thumb rubs firmly on my clit and it’s throbbing so hard it’s almost painful. He pushes deeper and I arch my back as my toes curl up. My whole body is tightening and as his tongue dances with mine, I breathe rushed and staggered through my nose. The feeling is pure bliss, and I know that I’m going to explode soon. He pushes in again and my body starts to shake and every inch of me is coated with a fine mist of sweat. I start to moan with every pant and he pushes hard on my clit and a spark flows right up my spine. My stomach aches and I grasp onto his shoulder with my nails as he pushes in once more and everything feels like an explosion. It’s like a million fireworks shooting out from every pore and I can’t help the loud moan that escapes me. I pant and grip onto Aston as much as possible and he chuckles and softens our kiss.

“I’m so glad I figured out how to do that to you,” he says and kisses me softly while I pant and lay back on the sofa trying to relax my body. Normally I fall into a bliss-like-state straight away after I orgasm, but right now, I just want him inside me and nothing is ebbing my need for him.

“Ast,” I say breathlessly.

He looks into my eyes and smiles. “Yeah, baby.”

I look right in his eyes so he knows I’m serious. “Make love to me.”

“What here? Now?” he asks sounding shocked.

“Right here, right now. I need you, Aston, we’ve waited long enough,” I say and he leans in kissing me. His kiss deepens then suddenly he groans and pulls away with a frown on his face.

“What?” I ask suddenly feeling rejected.

“No, it’s not that I don’t want to. It’s just, I don’t have a… well… any… protection,” he says, and I exhale and close my eyes wishing that weren’t the truth.

“Annie?” he says getting off me and standing up.

I open my eyes to see his cock standing straight up against his solid as a rock abdomen and I know he wants this as much as I do.

“Search the room,” I say and he raises an eyebrow and smirks.

“Really?” he replies and I nod and lean up on my elbows.

“Yes, this is a rock concert. Whoever this green room belongs too will surely have condoms somewhere?” I ask and Aston smiles like I’m a genius.

“Okay,” he says and walks naked over to the mirrored vanity and pulls open some drawers. He searches through them and then he raises his hand in the air and laughs.

“Got one,” he says turning to face me. “Actually, I have heaps,” he states as he lets the long line of condoms fall from his hand. I giggle and lick my lips as my heart races. This is really about to happen! I am going to lose my virginity to my best friend.

He walks back to me and sits down as I lay back on the sofa. He looks me in the eyes and caresses my cheek. “Are you sure you want to do this, Lennox. We can’t take it back once it’s done,” he tells me and I nod and smile.

“Aston, I’ve been waiting a whole year to do this with you. We’re alone and we will be until the end of the concert. Right now, I want you inside of me so badly I think I might pass out from excitement,” I say and he smiles and leans in kissing me. He pulls back and rips one of the sachets from the bundle and then pulls the packet open with his teeth. I never thought opening a condom wrapper could look sexy, but holy fuck am I panting right now with that little move. He pulls it out and slides it over his thick dick and pinches the end. Slowly he moves over the top of me and I part my legs so he can slide in between them. He looks down at me as his chest meets mine and I notice we’re both panting. My heart is racing and I have no idea what this is going to feel like and the tension flowing between us is palpable. My skin is sparking at his touch. It feels like static electricity is striking every inch of me. He looks into my eyes as he positions his cock at my opening.

“Are you really sure, Annie? ‘Cause I can stop at any time,” he says and I smile and lean up kissing his lips gently.

I pull back and run my hands through his hair. I’m shaking. I know he is too, and as I look into his eyes I know this is the right thing for both of us. My fingers tremble against his scalp and he gently caresses my cheek.

“I’m ready, Aston. I’ve never been more ready. I want you, all of you. No doubt,” I say and he smiles and leans in kissing me softly as I bend my knees and bring my legs around his waist. He moves into position and I feel his tip slowly move in and stop. I look into his eyes and he looks at me making sure I’m okay.

“I’m fine, Ast. It's okay, we’re ready. Go all the way. I trust you,” I say and he nods and he leans his forehead against mine and he slowly eases inside of me, every inch of him stretches me and the feeling is foreign to me. It feels good, but it kind of hurts at the same time, but it’s a good ache. He pushes in entirely and I clench my eyes shut and gasp as a slight sting of pain rips through my abdomen.

“You okay?” he asks caressing my cheek. “Annie?” he asks sounding concerned.

I open my eyes and look into his as I catch my breath. “I’m good, just needed a moment,” I say and he furrows his brows.

“Do you want me to stop?”

“No way.” I lean up to kiss him and I feel his body relax and I kiss him vigorously.

He slowly pulls back and then moves in again and it still hurts, but nowhere near like what his first thrust did.

He groans and I run my fingers through his hair as he kisses me passionately. I feel his eyes on me, so I open mine and look straight into his. They’re glistening and they have a bright sparkle to them. The blue is mesmerizing and I get lost looking into them. He moves out and in again and this time the pain is almost gone and the pleasure is starting to take its place. My heart is racing and my skin is tingling so much that every touch from him feels like the first time – a very exciting first time.

I close my eyes and start to move my hips with him. He’s moving very slowly and I think that’s because he doesn’t want to hurt me, but right now all I feel is amazing. My insides are pulsating and the feeling of being joined with him in every way is heightening the pleasure for me. I just want to be like this forever. He starts to move a little faster and he’s breathing so fast I think he might hyperventilate.

“Oh God, Annie,” he says and breaks our kiss moving his face down into the crook of my neck and shoulder. He continues to move as he trails feather light kisses along my jaw.

I clench my eyes tight while the overwhelming feeling inside of me makes me feel like I’m bathing in a bright light. I feel like I’m shining light from every pore if that is even possible. This is a feeling I’ve never experienced in my life and I know right here and now that I only want to share this with Aston for as long as I live. The connection I feel to him right now is out of this world good, and I never knew it could feel so… outstanding, amazing, undeniably mesmerizing. I begin to pant and my breathing is erratic.

“Aston,” I moan his name and he kisses back up to my lips as he continues to move inside me.

I feel so good, I’m tingling in places I never knew existed and a warm sensation flows over my body. Aston starts to move quicker and he seems a little more clumsy at it, but it is still amazing.

“Fuck, I’m so close,” he says and I move my lips back to his and kiss him frantically as we both move in unison. I don’t think I’m going to orgasm, but it feels great as it is. I don’t even care, as long as I get to keep doing this with him the world will be a great place. He pushes faster now striving for his climax and I try to move with him, but we seem to be out of sync with each other, but it still feels good anyway.

He starts to groan and his breathing is very fast paced. I know he’s close and I want to make this great for him, so I move with him as best I can.

“Oh Annie,” he says and groans again. “You feel so good,” he says and then pushes quicker. The tingles are getting more pronounced throughout my body. I’m working up a sweat and I’m starting to breathe rushed as well.

“Oh fuck,” he groans and then pushes his lips to mine forcefully, his tongue dances with mine hard as he moans into my mouth. A surge of electricity flows through me and my whole body feels like it has pins and needles. He thrusts so deeply inside me it makes me gasp and he moans my name as he pauses and his whole body clenches. His eyes are scrunched tight and he stops breathing. I think he’s coming. I run my hands all over his back and then up into his hair forcing his lips back to mine. He exhales and kisses me back softly and leisurely as his whole body relaxes and rests on mine. I love that I just did this with him, that we did this together for the first time and it was… breathtaking.

He slowly lifts his head from mine and opens his eyes. “Are you okay?”

“I’m more than okay, I’m on cloud fucking nine because of you,” I say and he chuckles resting his forehead on mine as his breathing slows.

“I’m sorry I didn’t make you orgasm,” he says and I chuckle.

“Aston, I didn’t need to. It felt incredible as it was. I loved it, and can’t wait to do it again with you,” I say and he smiles.

“Did it hurt?” he asks gently stroking my cheek.

I swallow I don’t want to lie to him. “Not really, maybe at first but then it felt so good, I’m still basking in the glow of it,” I say and he smirks.

“The glow?” he asks and I giggle to myself.

“Just when you were making love to me I felt like I was glowing, weird I know.”

I pause for a moment catching my breath. “Aston.”

“Yeah?”

“Thank you, that was worth the wait.”

He smiles and kisses my lips quickly. “We better get dressed before we get caught,” he says and I nod. He slowly pulls out of me and I gasp at the feeling. “You okay?” he asks and I nod.

“Yep, just a weird feeling is all,” I say and he leans in kissing the tip of my nose.

He stands up and takes off the used condom tying a knot in the end. He looks around the room while I lay here still basking in my glow. He walks over to the bin and places the condom in it and then walks back over to me. He puts his hand out and I take it and sit up.

“You’re so God damned beautiful, you know that?” he says and I smirk and shake my head.

“Have you seen yourself lately?”

He rolls his eyes and shakes his head, then pauses looking at me lovingly. “Thank you,” he says gently caressing my cheek.

“For what?”

I see a sparkle in his beautiful blue eyes. “For giving yourself to me. I couldn’t be happier than I am right now,” he says and I smile and suddenly feel a little shy around him. “You okay?” he asks bringing my chin up to look at him.

“Yeah, it’s just… well, a year ago I would never even have thought of this happening between us, and now it’s all I think about.”

“Me too baby, it’s all I think about too. And it was perfect, every second of that was pure bliss,” he says and then leans in kissing me gently. I run my hands through his hair and he holds me as we kiss for a few minutes still both coming down from our breathtaking experience together.

He pulls his lips from mine slowly and looks me in the eyes. “We better get dressed, as much as I don’t want to,” he says and I nod and smile. I stand up from the sofa and notice a small amount of blood on the seat.

“Oh shit,” I say and Aston looks down and winces.

“Fuck, did I do that?” he asks and pulls me into his arms.

“I think it’s normal.”

“Yeah. Caleb said it could happen, but that means I must have hurt you more than you let on?”

“I’m fine. I really enjoyed it, Aston, please don’t worry.”

“Okay, but I better clean that up,” he says while walking over to the tissue box. He brings it over and wipes up the small pool of blood, really it’s only a few drops at most.

“Put some clothes on, Annie,” he says and I nod and pick up my panties and jeans and pull them up my legs. I follow with my bra and top and by the time I have done that, Aston has finished cleaning and is now putting his clothes back on too.

I think back to before we got together and how I saw him like my brother. Well, you definitely don’t do what we just did with your brother. I start to feel a little confused about it all. I loved it, it felt great. So why do I feel guilty about it all of a sudden? I promised Mum I would tell her before Aston and I had sex, and I didn’t do that. Guilt is now flowing through me as I sit back down on the sofa and put on my combat boots. Aston sits down next to me now, he’s fully dressed and he wraps his arms around my shoulders and pulls me to his side. I want to cuddle into him so bad, but the guilt I’m feeling is starting to make my eyes water.

“Annie, that was… you are… amazing,” he says, leaning in kissing my temple. He turns me to face him and he leans in caressing my face with both hands either side of my cheeks.

“There’s something I want to tell you. I’ve wanted to for months, but I never thought it was the right time,” he says and my heart starts to race as I see the smile crossing his face. I’m so confused and I don’t know why.

“Annie… I… I love you!”