Chapter Thirty-Eight
Alissa
The Same Day
I climbed over Cade in what I hoped was a sexy and seductive manner, then I hovered over him where he lay on the sheets. His eyes pierced into me as my face burst out into a grin. With Cade, I felt like I could really be myself. I didn’t need to by shy or to feel silly. For some reason, even if it didn’t really make any sense to me, Cade liked me just the way that I was. I didn’t have to agree with him to draw strength from that.
“You’re so beautiful, you know that?” he asked me while wrapping his fingers possessively around my hips. “So lovely.”
I didn’t answer Cade. Instead, I brought my lips to his, and I kissed him hard. There was nothing sweet about the way I pressed my lips into his; it was deep and passionate. I allowed all my desire to run free. My tongue slid between his lips, I tasted the inside of his mouth, and I wrapped my hands tightly around his neck so I could keep him exactly where I wanted him.
I tugged the bottom of his tee shirt and yanked it up over his head quickly so I could trace my fingers all over one of the parts I loved about him most: his abs. I loved the strength in his stomach, it made me feel safe and protected, and on fire. He had the sexiest damn body I’d ever felt in my life.
As I ran my hands over him, Cade pulled my top up, too, until it flung over my head. Then he reached around behind my back so that he could unhook my bra. As my breasts were freed, he grabbed onto them as if he needed that part of my body as much as he needed air. His thumbs flicked over my nipples until my entire body buzzed loudly with lust.
“Oh God, Alissa, you’re so damn sexy.”
I fumbled with the buttons on his jeans as a needy desperation flooded me. Having Cade back in my life was like a sexual reawakening. I wanted to feel him everywhere, all over me. I wanted to experience him everywhere all over again.
“You’re so fucking sexy, too, Cade,” I growled lustfully. “And I need you right now.”
My words sparked something within him. He bolted upright into a sitting position to meet my lips with his. “I have to say I like the new you,” he panted breathlessly into my mouth. “This dominatrix side of you is super sexy.”
I laughed so loudly that my head fell back with it. “I don’t know too much about that; I don’t think I’m quite at that stage yet.” In control yes, but anything else? No way. “Now come on, take your pants off.”
I climbed off him to tug his jeans down, and then I pulled his underwear with it. His throbbing erection sprung to attention which made me even more excited if possible. Seeing him, knowing that thick length would be inside of me soon, sending me to Heaven... It was almost too much.
He tugged down my leggings, but left my red lacy panties on for the moment. I’d brought them specially for him, they were unlike anything I’d ever worn before, and judging by the way his eyes practically bugged out of his head, he liked them a whole lot. Maybe it would be time to go shopping soon, maybe I needed more surprises like this for Cade. Especially if we were going to live together. I wanted to keep things spicy and exciting...not that it felt like the chemistry would dull anytime soon.
I straddled him once more, and I ran my mouth down his body, flickering my tongue all over him all the way down. He tasted wonderful, sweet and sexy all at once. I could’ve licked him all day long, but his body was trembling excitedly, expectantly, the closer I got to his center. He needed me, and I wanted him badly. I loved the taste of him and wanted him in my mouth again.
“Oh fuck, Alissa,” he groaned. “Oh my God, you have no idea how good this feels.”
I could’ve held back. I could have wasted some time teasing him, but I didn’t want to. I grabbed hold of his shaft and wrapped my lips tightly around him. I ran my mouth up and down his length until he was shuddering like crazy. I liked his tip, pushing him as far to the back of my throat as I could manage without gagging, and I gave it my all. I loved the power of having him my mouth, I enjoyed having Cade weak at my command, and I enjoyed having all control over him.
Just as I really settled into the rhythm of things, Cade completely switched things up by taking back control. As he grabbed onto my body and flipped me onto my back, I realized that I also liked him being in control. It felt amazing.
“You don’t get to have all the fun,” he grunted at me. “I need to taste you as well.”
I fisted the sheets beneath me as I prepared my body for what was to come. Cade imitated what I did to him by kissing me everywhere. Everything about me was lit up like crazy, all my skin was totally on fire, so every brush of his lips had me flipping off the bed in shock. It felt phenomenal, and I couldn’t take it.
“Holy shit,” I panted as he reached the inside of my thighs. “Fuck, Cade.”
I was aching for him; the pulse was so needy I felt certain he must be able to hear it. All he needed to do was remove my panties to reach it, but he didn’t. Not right away, at least.
He simply kissed me everywhere but while running his fingers on the outline of my underwear. He was almost there, but not quite close enough. I rolled my hips, I tried to angle myself, so his finger accidentally slipped in, but he wasn’t having any of it.
“You’re impatient today, aren’t you?” he asked, sounding far too pleased with himself. “What is going on? Can’t you wait?”
“You know I can’t,” I almost yelled back. “Will you stop it already? The bed needs this; the bed wants you to stop messing around.”
But he didn’t seem concerned. Instead of doing what I wanted, he shimmied his body right down to the bottom of the bed where he fell to the floor, and he took my toe in his mouth.
“What are you...” I cried out. My body flipped up, but soon in sunk back into the comfortable mattress. I had never thought that I would like anyone touching my feet before, but having Cade’s mouth around my toe sent me wild. It was as if not a single scrap of my body was untouched by the desire I felt for him. “Oh God, actually that’s quite nice.”
He chuckled throatily, but he grabbed onto my ankles and yanked me down to the bottom of the bed to greet him. Then, and only then, did he grab onto my underwear and he slowly, tantalizingly pulled them off while staring into my eyes the whole time. There was a real cheekiness to his expression that I enjoyed very much. It turned me on like crazy, it reminded me that there was so much more to Cade than met the eye...and he dragged something wicked out of me, as well.
He nudged my thighs wider apart with his nose and dove straight towards my core. Relief flooded me. I’d wanted this ever since he brought me into the bedroom and now finally I was going to get it. He ran gentle kisses up and down my soaking slit for only a moment, before finally plunging his tongue in.
“Oh fuck!” I yelled as my body catapulted. “Oh my God, Cade.”
His mouth was expert – he tasted me everywhere, his tongue moved rapidly, yet somehow not quick enough. I wanted him everywhere; I needed him; my heart was hammering like crazy, it felt like it might burst free from my chest at any given moment. There was a dizziness in my brain, I felt like I wasn’t even there anymore, and all I could feel was Cade and that wonderful tongue of his. Even his finger digging into my hips barely registered. It was all too much...
“Oh fuck.” I lost it. I fell over the edge far faster than I thought I would. The burning hot orgasm swallowed me whole without my permission, sending me cascading into an abyss of pleasure. I couldn’t stop the waves coming even if I wanted to...which I really didn’t. I didn’t ever want to stop the bliss from coming.
Eventually, my grip on the bed loosened as my breaths started falling out my mouth slower and less desperately, but it seemed Cade wasn’t done with me yet. He pulled me into a sitting position and slammed himself into me.
Somehow, this swift action brought on another unexpected round of bliss, even more, powerful that the first. It was so wonderful, so exhilarating that I grabbed hold of Cade’s butt and ensured that I controlled the thrusts. With each one brushing past my clit, I felt like I might shatter completely from the bliss.
I screamed. This time as the pleasure swam through me, I screamed so loudly that the whole building probably shook. I had that sense of freedom within me that Cade gave to me without even trying. He allowed me to be me, and for someone who had spent her entire life being someone else to please everyone else, that was wonderful.
As the pleasure came for Cade, too, I swallowed up his cries in my mouth. I kissed him in a way that managed to be sweet and passionate all at once, romantic yet desperate.
“You’re so wonderful,” he whispered afterward. “I can’t wait to have you live with me.”
Oh right, I was going to live here. I’d almost forgotten in all my excitement. I would be living in this large, wonderful apartment with laundry services and my very own music room. It was like a dream come true. Somehow, I needed to find a way to maintain my independence. I still needed that because it was one of those things that had always been mine, but I was prepared to sacrifice some of that for love. I didn’t mind giving it up for Cade; he was so worth it.
I knew now that I could trust him wholly. I felt a little silly for my over the top reaction to my mother’s call, but he understood. He knew better than anyone why I acted in a certain way, and that was because he knew me. He got me in every single way,
“When do you want me to move in?” I asked coyly. I was excited now to start my new life...with an incredible view of Central Park. “I don’t have much stuff, so it won’t take me long.”
“Let’s do it now,” he answered in his excitable way. “I want to start living together right away. Let’s hire a truck and get all your stuff.”
I laughed happily. If he couldn’t wait, then I couldn’t, either. “Sure, but we might want to put some clothes on first. I don’t think it’ll be a good idea for us to go like this.”
“Fair enough. We’ll get dressed; then we’ll go. No problem.”
He said that so casually as if it wasn’t a massive life upheaval which made it feel so much easier. I had a feeling that living with Cade would be the easiest thing in the world.