Chad’s been so on and off with me over the last two weeks. He talks to me about band stuff and that’s about it. I’ve missed talking to him, but because he’s basically avoiding me I’m spending most of my time with Danger and let’s just say things are heating up between us. For the last two weeks since we got caught in the office at the club, we’ve managed to find a way to keep getting closer and closer at the after parties. We find hiding spots where Danger can work me up into a frenzy. The last couple of nights I convinced him to let me return the favour and I gave my first ever blow job. I had no idea what I was doing, but he came quickly so I guess I did it properly, and anyway, he talked me through it. I was a little shy at first when I saw the size of his cock and the fact that he had a piercing through the head. But he was patient, and I have read teen magazines so I was pretty sure I knew the basics.

We’re in Rome at the after party after playing at the amazing PalaLottomatica Arena. The packed out ten thousand five hundred capacity crowd was spectacular and so much fun. But right now I’m dancing with Danger at the La Brama Club, which roughly translates to desire in Italian, which is quite fitting for how I’m feeling right now. Dad and the rest of Slayed have called it a night. I’m still on a rush from the show and I’m finding it hard to calm down. We have another show here tomorrow night, so we don’t have any early morning flights or anything that will interfere with me having a good time, so I can stay up late and party. Which is exactly what I plan to do.

Danger was not so much avoiding me, but not being as affectionate as he is right now when Dad’s around. But now that Dad’s gone, Danger is making use of the time we have together and is grinding on me while we dance. We’re dirty dancing and I love it. His leg is pressed up in between mine and his body is flush up against me. His hands are on my arse as mine are wrapped around his neck and my fingers are fiddling with his hair. Both of us are laughing and having a great time.

I can’t help but notice Chad sitting in the corner drinking alone and watching us. I wish I knew what his deal was lately, but I don’t want to focus on him tonight. Tonight, I want all my focus on Danger and how good his thigh feels pressing up between my legs, which is making me crazy. He looks into my eyes and as the beat drops he grinds into me again. I exhale as he presses harder between my legs against my pussy. He knows what he’s doing and he knows this is turning me on. Smiling he leans down pressing his lips to mine in an open-mouthed forceful kiss as we continue to dirty dance and grind on each other. His tongue massages mine and his grip on my arse tightens while I moan into his mouth. I really want to take this out of here so we can make out without people around. I want to be intimate, but tonight I wish to take it even further if I can. I feel ready and I have a connection with him. I’ve been on tour and playing this make-out game with Danger for three weeks now. I’m eighteen, and my body is screaming at me to take the next step. I want to so badly that everything inside of me is aching and clenching at the thought of Danger being inside of me. My clit is throbbing and I can’t stand it anymore as he grinds into me on the dance floor one more time. I pull my lips from his and look into his eyes. He smiles and I put on my most serious face.

“Danger, will Ryan be in your hotel room tonight?” I ask subtly trying to get my hint across.

“He doesn’t have to be.” Danger smirks while leaning down and kissing me softly this time, no urgency or harshness about it like most other times.

“Maybe you could find out if he can find somewhere else to crash?” I suggest and Danger’s eyes light up. Then he lets me go and looks at me with very serious eyes.

“Are you asking what I think you’re asking?” I simply nod my head. “Are you sure? I mean we can wait longer?”

“No, I’m ready,” I say and he smiles and nods.

“Wait here!” He leans in and kisses my lips quickly then races off over to Ryan, whispers something in his ear and Ryan smirks and nods.

Smiling, I wrap my arms around myself as I stand in the middle of the dance floor feeling like everyone is looking at the virgin who’s just agreed to get lucky for the first time.

I look over at Chad, who seems to be frowning at me so I smile at him, but he looks away. I furrow my brows. He seems pissed off at me all the time. I have no idea why. I hope I haven’t done something to offend him. Danger comes back and wraps me in his arms and all things Chad are forgotten.

“Hey, Ryan is good for the night he found some Brazilian bird to go home with. The room is all ours. I can’t wait to fuck you hard, so hard you’ll find it hard to walk tomorrow,” he whispers in my ear. I tense up as he takes hold of me, he immediately notices pulling back looking at me. “What?”

I bite my bottom lip worrying about how he might take what I want to say to him.

“What, Ella?” he repeats.

“Can you take it easy on me the first time?”

He runs his hand through his hair. “Man, I really wanted to fuck you hard Ella,” he says and I bite my bottom lip and tense up even more.

“I…um…” I trail off because I don’t know what to say.

“It’s fine, just forget about it,” he says turning around in frustration and I start to panic.

“So this isn’t going to happen then?” I ask and he turns back and shakes his head looking calmer.

“Not the way I wanted, no. Man, I was so looking forward to fucking you into the middle of next week. I’ve been wanting that for three weeks Ella, you’ve been working me up to it. Now, I have to be careful and delicate with you, it’s not something I know how to do.”

I bite my bottom lip and look down at the ground. “I’m sorry.”

He exhales and steps up to me and takes my head in my hands and pulls my head up so I’m looking at him.

“No, I’m sorry. I’m sorry, I’m being a dick. You’re a virgin, so fucking what. I can be gentle with you the first few times and then we can work up to my style. We have five and a half months’ worth of time to build up to what I want. I need to control myself and be good to you first before I’m bad to you—”

“Bad to me?” I ask opening my eyes wide in confusion.

“Bad in an exquisite way, sugar. Trust me, Ella, I’ll take you places you’ve never dreamed of going,” he says and takes my hand as we start to walk off.

“So you’re okay then, with the whole ‘V’ thing?” I ask quietly and he chuckles and nods.

“Yeah, it’s fine. Just means you’ll be nice and tight around my cock,” he says.

I gasp and giggle at his words, as he drags me out of the VIP room at the club and down to the waiting chauffeured car. My stomach is fluttering with giddy butterflies and also churning at the same time. It’s not every day a girl loses her virginity and, to be honest, I’m a little nervous as well as excited. I know I want this, there’s no doubt in my mind. I’m so glad it’s going to be in a hotel room for my first time and not at some club in some small room or bathroom somewhere.

We get to the car and Danger opens the door for me. I slide in and he follows quickly shutting the door behind me. The driver sets off and I move in my seat to face Danger. He grabs my thigh and pulls me over to straddle him in the back of the car. I giggle as I sit on top of his lap and wrap my arms around his neck as his hands find their way to my arse. I bring my head down in line with his and look into his eyes. His are hooded and full of lust and I can tell he’s as excited about this as I am.

“Are you sure about this, Ella?”

“Yes, I’m sure.”

Running his hand up my back and into my hair, he forces my head forward so our lips meet forcefully and he kisses me passionately. His tongue invades my mouth as his hands explore my body. I’m so enthusiastic that I’m practically panting. My panties are soaking wet already and we haven’t done anything but kiss. I can’t wait to get back to the hotel room.

His piercing sends a cold shiver down my spine and before I know it we’re back at the hotel and the chauffeur is opening the back door. I pull back from Danger and I giggle slightly. I slide off his lap and get out of the car. He follows me out and takes my hand and we run inside the hotel laughing the entire way like school kids. I’m so excited, and I can tell he is too as he presses the elevator button frantically and then pulls me to him kissing me solidly in the middle of the lobby. The elevator dings and we don’t even part to enter, we just side step inside and he presses the button for our floor and then pushes me up against the wall continuing to kiss me forcefully. I’m panting, and the heat inside of me is blazing like an inferno. I need him and knowing I’m finally going to have him tonight is making the wait unbearable.

The elevator doors ding and he pulls back from me and takes my hand casually stepping out and looking down the hall both ways checking to see if anyone is in sight. The hallway is clear, so he picks me up, lifting me over his shoulder causing me to let out a little squeal as he rushes down the hall to his room. He pulls out his keycard and swipes it and opens the door with his foot. I giggle the whole way at his behaviour, and I can’t help but look at his tight arse as my face is directly in line with it. The door shuts behind us and with the thud of the door my heart starts to race into motion. It’s like the past three weeks has been leading up to this and finally it’s here. He throws me onto the king sized bed and I giggle as he stands at the base of the bed and looks down at me in a way that takes my breath away. His eyes are glazed over and filled with a look of intense lust. It fills me with confidence knowing I can do that to him. I sit up on the edge of the bed and he grabs my hand and pulls me up forcing our bodies together. I gasp at the power of our bodies colliding as he brings his hands in to move the hair from the sides of my face.

“You’re so beautiful, you know that?”

I roll my eyes and smile.

“You are! Don’t think that you’re not, sugar.” Leaning in he kisses my neck up to my ear then he bites hard on my ear lobe, it sends a shock wave right down my side and straight to my clit. I gasp and he chuckles as he pulls back and shrugs out of his jacket and throws it on the floor. Suddenly, I feel like I have no idea what I should be doing.

Do I start to undress myself?

Or does he want to undress me?

“Don’t look so worried Ella, just relax and let me do all the work, okay?”

I heave in a deep breath and nod as he pulls off his black vest finally showing me his perfectly sculptured stomach that’s covered artistically in beautiful tattoos. I can’t help but stare at them as he moves in. He slides his hands up onto my shoulders and moves the jacket down my arms. Suddenly, I’m feeling scorching…like red hot. I lick my lips as I take in his abs and that perfect V-shape leading down inside his jeans.

“Do you like what you see, sugar?” he asks as he unzips my dress.

I look up into his eyes and smile as he pulls my dress over my shoulders and it cascades to the floor.

“Very much,” I reply and he looks down taking in my body. I’m now standing in just my underwear and he smiles brightly and swallows hard.

“Well, I like what I see too, sugar. Your body is beautiful.”

I thought I’d feel timid and shy standing so bare in front of him. But the way he’s looking at me only makes me feel brave and like I’m the most attractive person he’s ever seen. I don’t feel ashamed or uncomfortable at all.

He moves in and unclips my strapless bra and it falls to the floor freeing my breasts. He immediately takes a deep, sharp breath through his nose and steps closer taking my right breast into his hand and massaging it firmly.

“Fuck, sugar,” he says and moves in kissing me quickly before he runs his fingers to his belt. I swallow hard as he loosens it and his jeans fall to the ground freeing his rock hard cock. I take in his length and gulp wondering if all guys are this big. My eyes wander up slightly to see the tattoos of two swallows on either side of his cock, and I smile slightly and he chuckles. He moves in taking me in his arms and throwing me onto the bed. I squeal out in shock as he grabs my legs and pulls me to the edge of the bed then he kneels down on the floor.

“I’m going to take you to heaven, sugar,” he says. I smile while I begin to breathe heavily as he grabs either side of my panties and pulls them down and off and places them on the bench behind him. I’m now lying at the end of the bed with my legs hanging over the edge, completely naked and I don’t feel embarrassed or shy at all. In fact, I feel empowered and completely turned on and one hundred percent ready for the ride Danger is about to take me on.

His hands glide up my legs as I breathe rapidly. They slide up my calves and onto my thighs as he moves in and his head disappears between my legs. I rest my head back on the bed and close my eyes waiting for his touch. One hand slides flat onto my stomach and holds me firmly to the bed while the other moves up to my hip. My heart is racing knowing what he’s about to do and I can’t wait. His nose grazes the side of my thigh and moves up to my pussy as my breathing becomes shallower and rushed. My palms are sweating and my body is tense, but I know soon enough Danger will relax me.

“You smell so good, sugar,” he says as his nose grazes along my folds.

I swallow hard and shudder as he gently kisses the top of my pussy.

“I can’t wait to taste you,” he says and then he brings his hand against my hip down to my thigh and lifts my leg over the top of his shoulder. I look down and wonder what he’s doing, but he glances up at me and smiles reassuringly so I drop my head back down to the bed. He then moves back in and his nose runs up the centre of my pussy. Pulling back slightly his tongue follows his nose and the warmth from his lashings causes me to gasp, then he flicks it against my clit. The pleasure is there instantly. I never knew that oral sex could be so stimulating. He presses his tongue hard on my clit and my hands scrunch into fists grabbing the bed sheets and then he does something I didn’t expect. He swirls his tongue piercing around my clit and the coldness from the barbell makes me jolt.

Wow! That felt surprisingly good.

I arch my back shifting and pushing my pussy into his mouth. He goes back to his warm tongue flicking, this is like nothing I’ve ever felt before. My body is flaming hot, but I’m shivering like I’m ice cold. He moves his hand from my hip and brings it between my legs and inserts a finger inside me and then pushes in deep. The feeling of having his tongue on me and his finger inside me at the same time is like a sensation overload. This really is the best feeling I’ve ever had, it’s euphoric. He moves them in time with each other and I start to writhe on the bed. His hand on my stomach presses down firmer holding me in place and I moan again as he moves his finger inside me hitting just the right spot to make me shiver. I clench my eyes tight while he slowly flicks his tongue over my sensitive bud and swirling it in such a way that makes me want to scream out in ecstasy. I try to keep my cool, even though I’m completely burning up.

He inserts another finger inside me and moves them quickly in time with his tongue. The movements together are making it hard for me to concentrate on anything other than the pleasure he’s giving me. He is so good at this and I love that he has the power to make me weak at the knees. Good thing I’m not standing up! He pushes in deeper with his fingers as he flicks his tongue again and then circles his barbell around my throbbing clit. The coldness makes me gasp as I jolt and arch my back off the bed. His hand on my stomach pushes my body back down, I desperately want to bend my back, but he’s forcing me to the bed.

Clenching my eyes as tightly as I can, my entire body is reacting to his touch. My heart is racing, my skin is tingling, and every inch of me is aching but in a good way. A really good way! He circles his tongue more forcefully on my clit working me up even more than before. The pressure is building inside of me and I don’t know how much longer I can hold on for. I move my hand from my tight grip on the bed sheet and move it down to hold onto his hair. I hear him chuckle slightly and the vibration against my pussy makes me shudder.

His fingers delve deep inside me, he’s stroking me in just the right way. I don’t know how he knows where to hit just the right spot, but where he’s touching me is perfect. It’s bliss actually, and as I moan and scrunch my fingers into his hair he pulls my clit into his mouth sucking on it hard. I gasp and moan out loud while I try to arch my back. Again he forces my body back to the bed with his hand splayed out across my stomach. A tingle starts and moves all the way from the base of my spine and radiates through my stomach and up my centre. I’m warm all over, and as I try to catch my breath he sucks and bites on my clit again making me moan out. A shock wave of euphoria flows through me and my toes curl as my body begins to tighten. The pleasure engulfs me while beads of sweat run down my skin. I clench my eyes tight and see flashes of white light strobing behind my closed eyelids. He flicks his tongue against my now super sensitive clit and finger fucks me so fast I’m literally gasping for air as I try to catch my breath but can’t. My body begins to shake uncontrollably as he pushes into me deeply and swirls his barbell on my clit once more, which causes a long shiver to run through me. Then he sucks hard, and with that my entire body tenses and then begins to tremble and shake like a massive earthquake. I explode in a flurry of ecstasy that has me seeing stars as he holds me to the bed to stop me from writhing around in my pleasure. This only seems to heighten the glorious high I’m on right now. I moan incoherently as he flicks his tongue on my clit once more causing me to jump and cry out in pleasurable pain as he helps me down from the precipice of heaven, just like he promised he would take me to. I breathe fast as he pulls his fingers from me and slides my leg off his shoulder and moves in over the top of me. I open my eyes lazily feeling completely sated and satisfied. His smirk is broad before he kisses my mouth and then pulls back looking at me.

“Good?” he asks and I smile at him, I’m sated and cannot actually form any words.

“Well, wait for what I’m about to do to you now, sugar. It might hurt at first, but I’ll try to be gentle.”

I nod and he leans in kissing me hard, grabbing my wrist and pinning it to the bed beside my head. I’m not sure why he has this fascination with holding me down, but I think I like it.