We finish dinner in an awkward, lust fueled tension that is making it hard to swallow my food. All I want right now is Indi, and I have to try so hard to keep my composure. I don’t know if I can do this whole ‘friends’ thing. I think it will drive me mad.

She places her empty bowl on the coffee table and stretches her feet out over my legs and then looks at me smirking. I chuckle and bring my hands up to massage her feet for her.

“Subtle there, Indi,” I say and she laughs.

“I know, but it worked didn’t it?”

I pick up the cushion from behind me and throw it at her, she giggles as she catches the cushion and puts it under her head. Then she snuggles down into the lounge suite and makes herself comfortable.

“I’m a sucker and I’m not ashamed of it,” I say as she looks at me and her dazzling smile knocks me for a moment.

“Don’t stop,” she says bringing me back to reality. I look down and continue to massage her feet while she throws her head back into the cushion and moans. I close my eyes trying not to let my cock wake up to the thought of her moaning. She moans again, and I stop massaging her foot and look at her.

“Indi, you can’t moan like that.”

She looks at me like she’s embarrassed. “Sorry, it’s just I haven’t had anyone massage my feet since…well…you,” she says and my heart constricts.

“Well, I’m glad you’re enjoying it. But please stop moaning, it’s making me think naughty thoughts. And with this whole ‘friend zone’ thing we have going on, well, it’s just making things difficult for me.”

“Sorry, I didn’t think.”

She pulls her feet from me and sits up on the lounge suite.

“I don’t have to stop—”

“No, it’s okay. I don’t want to make this hard on you. How about a cuddle instead?” she interrupts and honestly that’s just as bad, but I can see she needs me. Her eyes look like she’s pleading with me to hold her. I think she’s been quite lonely and having me with her is making her happy. Which, of course, makes me happy. I move my arm up and she smiles and shifts in next to me and cuddles into my side. I bring my arm back down over her shoulders and hold her to me tightly.

This is going to be a long night!

“Thank you,” she says and I smile and nuzzle into her wet hair and kiss her head.

“You know I’d do anything for you, Indi.”

“I know. Thank you for being here. It’s nice to not be alone.”

I knew it!

“What about friends? Don’t they come over?” I ask and she shakes her head staring straight at the television.

“Nah, my friends are mainly people from work, and I don’t want to bring them here. I know it’s a dump, but it is my home. And, unfortunately, they would judge me. I know you wouldn’t so that’s why I’m okay with you being here. Plus, I forgot how awesome it is to cuddle you.”

“Yeah, it’s pretty awesome to have you back,” I say honestly and she looks up at me and smiles.

“It’s pretty awesome to be back. I’m having trouble remembering what made me leave in the first place,” she says and then leans up kissing me steadily.

A jolt runs through me at her words while she kisses me. I kiss her back, but I’m still reeling from what she’s said. Does this mean she wants more now? She moves up and runs her fingers through my hair and fuck do I love it when she does that. She takes hold of my hair forcefully as her tongue dances with mine. I move my hand up to caress her cheek and she deepens the kiss.

This is so not what I was expecting, but I’ll sure as hell take it.

She moves her leg over so she’s straddling me and her pussy is right over my growing hard-for-her cock as she grinds into me. I run my hand up her back and under her pyjama top wanting to feel her skin. She’s so warm and soft and suddenly my cock is now fully hard beneath her. She leans against me deepening the kiss further and it’s like we’re in a frenzy. She can’t get enough of me and I’m thoroughly confused, but I’m going to take this Indi for as long as I can get her. She grinds onto me again and I moan into her mouth as the friction from her pussy on my throbbing cock makes me want to take her here and now.

But Indi is in charge and she knows it. She starts to move her hips on top of me and I can’t help but do the same in return. I want her so much right now that I don’t know how much more of this I can take. I need to be inside of her and she isn’t making it easy for me to be able to stop. If she just wants to be just friends, she sure has a weird way of showing it.

Her tongue collides with mine furiously and I bite her bottom lip making her moan against me, sending a shiver down my spine. Hearing her moan sparks something inside of me and I move my hands down to her arse and pull her down onto the lounge suite and lay down on top of her. She wraps her legs around my waist and I grind into her.

She breaks the kiss needing air, so I move down her cheek and nip and suck at her neck as her hands run through my hair. My cock is so hard that if I don’t get a release tonight it will cause me agony. And right now the way this is headed, I’m going to get the release I’ve needed for six long unhappy years. I make my way back up to her mouth and kiss her passionately as I grind into her again. She moans and moves her hands from my hair, sliding them over my biceps and then down and onto my chest. She stops kissing me and gently pushes, letting me know to stop. I pull away and look down into her eyes, hers are sparkling and bright like she’s feeling the happiest she’s ever been, which confuses me further when she pushes me back. I have to sit back on my knees as we both pant from the frantic make-out session we’ve just experienced.

I’m wondering why she stopped, and neither of us is talking as she looks at me with hooded eyes. I’m trying so hard not to force her back down and kiss her senseless again. But she wanted to stop and to be honest if we didn’t stop I don’t think I could have if it went much further.

“Sorry, too much?” I whisper still trying to catch my breath.

She stands up from the lounge and turns toward the front door.

Great, she wants me to leave!

“Right, sorry,” I say and stand up to leave when she grabs my hand and smirks.

“After kissing you like that, I can’t continue this out here.”

I nod and rearrange my cock in my pants trying to ease the tension.

“Okay sorry, I know I pushed you too far. I’ll go now if you want me to—”

“Shut up and let me finish,” she says while starting to walk off through the kitchen taking me with her. “I can’t continue this out here, I want to continue it in my bedroom.”

What? I think to myself as I open my eyes wide and my heart starts to race, but I say nothing.

She laughs and drags me through the hall toward her room. The whole way I can’t stop myself from thinking, is she testing me to see if I can do this whole ‘just kissing’ thing. If this is a test, I’m going to fail miserably. She walks through her bedroom door and as I follow her in, she turns and lunges at me pinning me to the wall and throwing her arms around my neck pulling me down to kiss her. I move my hands to her waist and lift her up, so I don’t have to bend down and move her over to the chest of drawers and sit her on them. She opens her legs and lets me slide in between them. Her hands run up my chest and then up inside the shoulder section of my leather jacket and she pulls it down. I let it fall to the floor, then bring my hands to her cheeks and pull her back from kissing me.

“Indi, is this what you really want?” I ask concerned about how this is all going to pan out.

“Caleb, I want you so bad right now, I can’t think of anything other than being with you. Please make love to me?”

Those few words are like music to my ears. Listening to the one thing you’ve wanted to hear for so long, but finding that you can’t believe it’s just been said.

“Really? What about the whole ‘just a kiss’ thing?” I ask and she slumps and pulls her hands from me.

“You don’t want me?”

I furrow my brows and shake my head. “Of course, I want you, Indi. You’re the only woman I’ve wanted for my whole life. I just want to make sure this is really what you really want. You’ve been so against it—”

“Shut up, and make love to me before I change my mind,” she says with a smirk running her fingers up my arms and into my hair pulling me down to kiss her again, but I pull back.

“That’s what I’m scared of, Indi. That you’ll change your mind,” I say and she pulls me close to her again.

“I want this, Caleb. I want you,” she says and looks me in the eyes. I can tell she’s telling the truth. Her eyes are sparkling almost glittering and there’s no hesitation in them whatsoever.

“Fuck Indi, I’ve been waiting and wanting to hear you say that for so long,” I tell her and then crash my lips back to hers. She kisses me passionately and it takes my breath away. I move my hands to her pyjama top and pull it up over her head forcing us to part lips briefly. I look down at her pale skin and then down to her supple breasts and I’m breathless once more.

She is stunning.

My cock jerks back to life and I move back in to kiss her fervidly. She moves her hands to my vest and pulls it over my head causing us to part lips again briefly before we return our lips back to one another. She presses her chest into mine and her warmth radiates across my skin, it’s almost enough to make me explode on the spot. But I don’t, I don’t even know how I’m going to make this last for long because everything about her makes me want to come right now in my pants. She moves her hands down to my jeans and unbuttons the button and then the zip. Then pulls them over my arse and lets them fall to the ground. I’m naked underneath and she gasps when she looks down at my cock. I smirk and bend down taking off my pants and shoes at the same time.

She hops down from the drawers and pulls down her pyjama bottoms and her panties leaving her completely naked in front of me. I pause just to stare at her beauty. Of all the naked women I’ve ever seen, none of them compare to my sweet Indi.

“You’re stunning,” I whisper and she bites her bottom lip and moves close to press her warm naked body against mine. I wrap my arms around her holding her tightly to me.

“You’re pretty impressive yourself,” she says and I smirk. She pushes my chest causing me step backward until I reach the bed. I grab hold of her and spin us around and throw her down on the mattress. She giggles as she bounces on the bed and I crawl my way up over her and lean down for another kiss. I slide my tongue against hers leisurely because I want to take my time savouring her. She needs to be worshiped and adored, and that’s exactly what I plan to do.

She runs her hands up my naked back and every touch of her delicate fingers is sending a shock wave through me. It’s like pins and needles with every glide of her fingers against my skin. It’s reverberating through me, giving me the feeling of being more alive than I’ve ever felt. Indi is the one thing that makes me feel more than music does and being here, naked with her, about to make love to her, I couldn’t be more alive than I am right now.

She wraps her legs around my waist so our groins are touching and feeling my hard cock against her pussy like this is making her pant. I so badly want to just thrust inside her, but I’m a big guy and I want to work her up to it. I don’t want to hurt her in any way so I’m going to take my time. I run my hand down her arm, along her side and down her hips. She’s writhing at my touch as I slowly make my way down to her pussy. I lift up on one knee so I can get better access between her legs.

I continue to kiss her slowly, but passionately, as my hand moves around her thigh and up between her legs. I move my finger into her folds and she’s soaking wet for me already. I moan slightly in satisfaction, as she presses her pussy to my finger. I move it straight to her clit and she arches her back when I press harder. She whimpers inside my mouth and I start to rotate my finger on her sweet spot. Her hand moves to my hair gripping it tightly, and it only makes me want her more. She shivers as I move my finger from her clit and place two inside twisting them slightly while my thumb presses on her clit as I stroke her. Feeling her tight warmth engulfing my fingers is making me want my cock inside that wet heat before it becomes unbearable. But I contain my excitement and I will wait it out like I need to. I want Indi to know I worship and adore her. I want her to know this is all about her and not me. My relief will come soon enough, but I need hers to come at least twice before mine does.

I move in deeper and match the movements of my tongue with my fingers as I stroke inside Indi finding just the right position on her front wall while kissing her vigorously. She moans and arches her back. If I remember rightly, arching her back was a sign she was on the right path. I push in deeper with my fingers and stroke her clit hard. She’s now panting against my mouth as she tries to gain her breath, her mouth just barely touching mine.

I move my lips to her neck, kissing and sucking as I work her higher and higher. She’s freely moaning and running her hands up my muscular back, digging her fingernails in every now and then as I push harder on her clit. Starting to shake, her eyes roll into the back of her head as she bites her bottom lip. Her back arches off the bed and I stroke her inside once more as she clamps her nails into my back while she moans loudly. Her pussy tightens around my fingers and then releases, followed by little tremors letting me know she’s climaxed. Relaxing back on the bed her body placid, I move my mouth back to hers and kiss her with a slow passion. Her kiss is languid as her fingers find their way back to my hair, her favourite place for them.

She slowly pulls her lips from mine and looks at me through hooded lust-filled eyes. “You always were so good at that,” she whispers and then leans up kissing me again. I smile against her lips and run my hand up her stomach and to her supple breast and massage it slowly.

God, she feels fantastic and I honestly can’t believe this is even happening right now.

If this is a dream, DO NOT wake me up…EVER!

I want to make her come again because seeing the way her body reacts to me when she’s climaxing, is like drug-induced high for me. I don’t think I could ever get enough of it. I kiss her quickly and then pull my lips from hers and start trailing kisses down her neck to her chest. I take her nipple in my mouth and suck on it, twirling the bud with my tongue. She runs her hand through my hair while she’s still coming down from her high. I continue to move down south and kiss her stomach and along her pelvis, creeping my body slowly down the bed. Indi isn’t saying or doing anything. I think she’s still out of it, even a little dazed. I smirk as I look up at her while she relaxes on the bed with her eyes closed. I step back off the bed and kneel on the floor at the end. Then I grasp both her legs and pull her down. She looks up and squeals which only makes me chuckle.

“Caleb, I was nice and relaxed,” she says as I move her legs over my shoulders.

“Don’t worry, baby, I’ll get you back there right now.”

She rests back on the bed with a smile. I move in and run my nose along her thigh just taking in the beauty before me. Indi is like a slice of heaven and everything about her is a peaceful harmony that’s utterly perfect. She is my home, and with her is where I belong. I move my mouth to her pussy and flick my tongue out onto her clit. She jolts and exhales shifting on the bed. I run my finger in line with her entrance and slowly slide inside as my tongue begins to caress her very slowly at first. She tastes heavenly as I apply more pressure with my tongue and fingers and she starts to writhe around me. I hear her heavy breathing as I look up and see both her hands fisting onto the bed sheets. She loves this and I plan on doing this so many more times tonight. I flick my tongue against her clit in figure eights and she’s starting to arch her back off the bed already. She’s working up quickly this time, and I’m okay with that. It means I can be inside her sooner. She moans out loud and her hand races to my hair and she fists it forcefully and directs my head into the position she likes. Which only turns me on more.

If my cock gets any harder, I think it will explode!

I continue swirling my tongue while I finger fuck her fast, nothing slow about this one. Indi wants to come, and she wants it quickly, her wish is my command. She moans loudly as her body begins to shake and tremble around me. Her thighs tighten over my face and I can’t help but smile that she’s reacting like this. I knew I was good at it, but I only want to please one woman and that is Indi. So knowing I’m making this perfect for her is only making me feel more pleasure if that’s possible. She arches her back and pulls on my hair as her body stops trembling and then tenses up. She calls out my name in a wave of ecstasy and then her whole body relaxes onto the bed again. I smile and pull my fingers from her, putting them in my mouth and sucking so I can taste all of her. She lives up to her name, sweet Indi. She tries to calm her breathing as I stand up and pull her up the bed then I move over the top of her.

I noticed the pill packet on her bedside table. I didn’t bring any condoms with me because I honestly never thought this would happen. So I hope she’s okay going bareback.

I lean down and kiss her as she slowly wraps her legs around my waist pulling us together. I kiss her passionately and she quickly gets her enthusiasm back. She seems to have come down from her second high much quicker because now she’s kissing me like this is the last time we ever will. I pull back and look at her, moving a piece of hair from her face. She looks back at me and smiles so kindly it melts my heart.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” I ask and she smiles again and nods.

“I’m sure. Make love to me, Caleb.”

This is going to happen.

This is actually going to happen!

I lean down and kiss her passionately and move my hips so my tip is right at her entrance. The release is going to be more than welcome and I absolutely need it right now. Working Indi up has done the same to me and honestly I don’t know how I’ve lasted this long.

I start to slide inside her and her warmth encases all around me and it is pure…fucking…ecstasy. I kiss her hard and just as I’m about to move in fully, her phone rings. I groan and she stops kissing me and looks over at the bedside table where her mobile phone is ringing.

“Leave it,” I say and try to kiss her again but she shakes her head and squeezes her eyes shut.

“Shit!” she says and looks at me. “I have to get that.”

I groan still seated inside her. “Can’t you call them back?” I’m trying hard not to just push in fully and have my way with her.

“I can’t Caleb, I’m on call. It’s the hospital. I’m so sorry,” she says and pushes me off.

I exhale and flop onto the side of the bed as my cock throbs and my stomach sinks.

This isn’t going to happen, after all!

“Hello,” she says breathlessly as she answers her phone.

“Yes, okay, sure, I’ll be there as soon as I can,” she says and hangs up.

I roll onto my back and bring my arm over my face because I feel like I actually want to scream.

She leans over me and pulls my arm away from my face. “I’m sorry, but it’s an emergency. I have to go. I’m on call,” she says and I smile and nod. I want her to feel like I’m okay with this when I’m really not. “Get dressed, I have to leave as soon as possible.”

I open my eyes wide. She doesn’t even want me to stay here and be waiting for her when she gets back?

Wow!

I slowly rise from the bed as she rushes around putting clothes on. I leisurely get dressed feeling very deflated and a little hurt that she doesn’t want me to stay.

“Caleb, c’mon,” she berates as she rushes out of the bedroom leaving me feeling cold and alone.

I swallow hard and pull up my jeans trying hard not to get my still hard cock caught in my zip. I pull my vest on over my head and slide on my leather jacket and step into my shoes as I hear Indi racing about. I walk out into the lounge room just as she grabs her coat and rushes toward the door grabbing her keys from the buffet.

“I’ll call you, okay?” Then rushes out the door.

I stand in the middle of her lounge room in shock. How can it go from full on, to full stop, in the space of thirty seconds? My head is spinning, and my cock is throbbing!

“Caleb, c’mon,” she calls out and I step forward walking out the front door.

“Thanks for dinner. I’ll call you,” she says and leans in hugging me and then rushes off down to her car. She gets in, starts her car up, and then drives off.

Just. Like. That.

All while I stand on her front doorstep like a stunned mullet with a confused head and a rock hard boner, and no one to fix either problem.